themisfit

Hey Folks!
Hope you got a nice new years eve!
I hadnt!
I lost my Heart causing of jealousy!
I wasnt sure if she is true to me and in case of that i checked her E-mails !
I misunderstood a couple of things in the mails !
That was the reason i talked to her about that!
After that we broke up our short termed realationship!
I feel really fucked up about that!
But i think i cant fix it anymore cause she dont believe that i can trust her in future!
I was so in love with her and i only wanted to know if everything is ok ,and she thought the same about me/us!
I think it was my fault that i am now alone and feeling like hell!
But if we say in germany "Dat leben is kein Ponyhof"
So i hope for me and for her that we both find our true love and a life full of luck!
I will never forget the time with her which was superb and stunning!
I wish her that everything in her life go right and that she in some day forgive me about what i do!
Bambi if you read that i wanted that you to now that i am still in love!But that is my problem which you cant fix...
Bye folks
TheIdiot!