Hello everyone,
As always, a big thanks to those kind souls who left comments and support on the last blog.
So, I had written out a pretty long blog about how I've been doing, and how depressed I am, but this site decided to spare you that and decided not to post the blog after all. I tried resending it, but it kept failing, and I can't seem to get rid of the spoiler I had on the original blog either.
I really can't be arsed to type it all out again, and I'm sorry it's been ages since my last blog, but I've been really depressed lately and haven't had much enthusiasm for anything.
I was on Trazodone, but that didn't seem to help, so I was taken off that and felt a million times worse in the interim fortnight where I had no meds at all. I'm on new meds now, but I can't remember what they're called (something Hydrobromide). They seem to be helping a little, at least I'm not considering self harm anymore.
I don't have much other news I'm afraid, and I'm so pissed off with this site for rejecting my first blog. I really can't be arsed to type it all out again, as it's now 6.12am and I'm getting a little sleepy.
Going to watch Catching Fire and Thor 2 next week, so there's that to look forward to.
I've decided not to renew my membership next month, as I'm going through so much right now and I don't have the enthusiaam for SG that I used to. I remember that I was addicted to this community earlier this year and I spent as much time on here as possible, those were great times and I met so many wonderful people online here.
If anyone would like to stay in contact with me (which would be nice), you can find me on Facebook - I'm Richard Main on there and if you add Shetland, that should narrow the search. I'm also on Yahoo Messenger - I'm lowlysubpet on there.
I feel sad to be leaving, and I don't know if I'll have the enthusiasm to type another blog, so I'll bid you all a fond farewell.
It's been fun SG.
"Stay Classy"
Live long and prosper.
