I was looking back through my journal entries... *sigh* I write some real downer stuff... I wonder if people who read this just think another damn emo guy...
I wonder what people would think if I wrote just about my sucesses I've had... then they'd prolly thing "what a stuck up guy"...
I'll just type what I feel... I could write better, I could write worse but here I can just type it all out.
I recently put my resume in for a job in Seattle... I'm really starting to hope that comes through (a long shot)... it would be great to have a new start somewhere and get out of where I am. I've lived here in even the same house for 17 years... in the same room.
Sometimes things just become too routine, you fall into a rut... even personally. Change... is it easier to change myself or to change my environment and adapt... for me... I think it is easier for me to adapt as my environment will inspire change.
We'll see... I just feel very... caged I guess is the word... with alot of people looking at me (for guidance, to critique, whatever) but none of them take a chance and let me run.
I wonder what people would think if I wrote just about my sucesses I've had... then they'd prolly thing "what a stuck up guy"...
I'll just type what I feel... I could write better, I could write worse but here I can just type it all out.
I recently put my resume in for a job in Seattle... I'm really starting to hope that comes through (a long shot)... it would be great to have a new start somewhere and get out of where I am. I've lived here in even the same house for 17 years... in the same room.
Sometimes things just become too routine, you fall into a rut... even personally. Change... is it easier to change myself or to change my environment and adapt... for me... I think it is easier for me to adapt as my environment will inspire change.
We'll see... I just feel very... caged I guess is the word... with alot of people looking at me (for guidance, to critique, whatever) but none of them take a chance and let me run.
msashleypaige:
we'd think you were lying if you just wrote about the good things 
frantic:
ha you should check my past journals, they go up and down like me ex-girlfriends knickers. And thanks meeting went good. Oh and i see you like f1 good choice