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themadcaplaughs

If I don't know where my heart is can I know where my home is?

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Saturday Oct 01, 2005

Oct 1, 2005
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Today was blah...

I got in my car tonight and drove around for about 3 hours to clear my head... it helped.

Three people, through one way or another, turned joining me on my drive or for dinner tonight...

*sigh* 0 for 3, I should be used to it by now.

Here are two songs by the great introspective band for me, The The

SLOW EMOTION REPLAY

The more I see
The less I know
About all the things I thought
were wrong or right
And carved in stone

So, don't ask me about
War, religion or God
Love, sex or death
Because ...

Everybody knows what's going wrong with the world
But I don't even know what's going on in myself

You've gotta work out your own salvation
With no explanation to this Earth we fall
On hands and knees we crawl
And we look up to the stars
And we reach out and pray
To a deaf, dumb and blind God who never explains

Everybody knows what's going wrong with the world
I don't even know what's going on in myself

Lord I've been here for so long
I can feel it coming down on me
I'm just a slow emotion replay
Of somebody I used to be

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BLUER THAN MIDNIGHT

Save me
Save me
Save me
Save me
Save me
Save me

The candles are lit, the curtains are drawn
There's still no sign of rain nor dawn
Our lips touch, our limbs entwine
But the ghosts that haunt me won't leave my mind

Save me
Save me
Save me
Save me
Save me
From myself

One sin leads to another one
Oh, the harder I try
I can never, never, never find peace in this life
I ask myself
Where does lust come from?
Is it something to yield to or be overcome?
I ask myself
Why love can never touch my heart like fear does
Why can't love ever touch my heart like fear does?
frantic:
thanks. i agree. it just hurts when its falling apart and you wanna try and keep it together, everything had a lifespan. even love. the movies lied to us all
Oct 1, 2005

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