themadcaplaughs

Not much to say really... been working alot lately. I was encouraged to get a resume in this week to a lady who works for our corperate division of the company I work for, based out of Seattle, in regards to an open position there. Flattering that I may have the chance to go from hourly work in the store strait to a corperate job bypassing all the bullshit of working up through the store mananagement levels and such. We'll see how it goes, I'll fire off my resume and see what is offered, not sure I want to move to Seattle though if I have to.

I bought Ca Ira yesterday as well... an opera bought to life by Roger Waters. Yup that Roger Waters from my favorite band, Pink Floyd... a true opera... quite spiffy it is too.

My sleep habits have been getting all screwed up lately too... I feel as if I have alot on my mind but it only comes out at night. During the day I'm doing pretty well... though I do have my introspective moments.

The other night I tried to sleep but I just laid there and my heart was racing as if I'd just been running... and couldn't sleep. I've has some nights where I'm fine with 4 hours sleep and I'm off to a new day, then other nights where after 10 hours of sleep I'm still tired.

Right now it is 3:13 am... I just woke up after crashing at about 7pm or so... after a day of work that started at 4 am though, so not to bad. I feel like I need to do something but what can I do at 3:13 am? I already cleaned and organized my whole music/dvd collection the other night at this time.

I feel like I should write a bit... but I'm my own worst critic when it comes to creative things, I know that if I write anything I'll read it later and go "doh" and just erase it

*sigh*

I wish I could fall back asleep.