Two days off of work, starting Wednesday...
I need a hiarcut... getting to long for my tastes.
I need to do work on both my Mazda and my Lotus... blah... *poof* they are fixed... if only it was so simple.
I got a summons for jury duty today... it could be fun but I can't afford the time off work.
Speaking of work... I'm having some serious issues there with how they are running the buisness. There is so much confusion at so many levels on how to run it, what can be done, quality of work, ect. Nobody seems to want to find the causes of problems and adress the issues, they would rather just put a quick bandage on the situation. The problem is that is about as effective as offering a guy a Flinstone kiddy bandage when his arm just fell off.
I really want where I work to succeed but I can't do everything. As of right now my job includes the following:
Sales
Managing our scheduling system for installs and deliveries
Managing our inventory and its integrity
Managing our merchandising and displays (correct display, functional)
Point of conctact for customers with problems (fix other peoples screwups)
Projects for a "Harvest" program for "future leaders" in the company
The problem is people seem to think I can be all of these things at the same time which is impossible.
I feel pulled so many directions and stressed right now.
Overall unhappy with where I work right now... thinking about the potential relationship I could have with H. if I wasn't a coward.
The line that best describes my relationship with H. right now is from a TISM song "Bone Idol" :
I plan to be spontanious next time we meet...
TISM, such a great band... you all who read this (what.. al 4 of you I guess) should check them out. A spiffy Aussie band.
TISM video from their newest album "The White Albun"
That describes my life right now I guess... *sigh*
Ah well... we make choices, we live with the consequences... nothing I type here can change anything if I don't act on it I know... but just feels good to get it out of my system really.
Anyways... what a surprisingly long and wandering entry...
To bed I must go now as I have to be up in 4 hours to get ready for another fun day at work. Mondays and Tuesdays my days are:
Get up at 4:00 am
Leave my house at 4:45 am
Get to work at 6:00 am
Work until 2:30ish pm
Get home at 4:30ish (depending on traffic)
Quite blah.
I need a hiarcut... getting to long for my tastes.
I need to do work on both my Mazda and my Lotus... blah... *poof* they are fixed... if only it was so simple.
I got a summons for jury duty today... it could be fun but I can't afford the time off work.
Speaking of work... I'm having some serious issues there with how they are running the buisness. There is so much confusion at so many levels on how to run it, what can be done, quality of work, ect. Nobody seems to want to find the causes of problems and adress the issues, they would rather just put a quick bandage on the situation. The problem is that is about as effective as offering a guy a Flinstone kiddy bandage when his arm just fell off.
I really want where I work to succeed but I can't do everything. As of right now my job includes the following:
Sales
Managing our scheduling system for installs and deliveries
Managing our inventory and its integrity
Managing our merchandising and displays (correct display, functional)
Point of conctact for customers with problems (fix other peoples screwups)
Projects for a "Harvest" program for "future leaders" in the company
The problem is people seem to think I can be all of these things at the same time which is impossible.
I feel pulled so many directions and stressed right now.
Overall unhappy with where I work right now... thinking about the potential relationship I could have with H. if I wasn't a coward.
The line that best describes my relationship with H. right now is from a TISM song "Bone Idol" :
I plan to be spontanious next time we meet...
TISM, such a great band... you all who read this (what.. al 4 of you I guess) should check them out. A spiffy Aussie band.
TISM video from their newest album "The White Albun"
That describes my life right now I guess... *sigh*
Ah well... we make choices, we live with the consequences... nothing I type here can change anything if I don't act on it I know... but just feels good to get it out of my system really.
Anyways... what a surprisingly long and wandering entry...
To bed I must go now as I have to be up in 4 hours to get ready for another fun day at work. Mondays and Tuesdays my days are:
Get up at 4:00 am
Leave my house at 4:45 am
Get to work at 6:00 am
Work until 2:30ish pm
Get home at 4:30ish (depending on traffic)
Quite blah.