themadcaplaughs

We'll I"ve got a date for the Nerf Herder concert... she jsut started working at the same place I work. Hope things go well... she intrigues me alot. She grew up traveling the world, creative (into writing and art), very open minded... I'm excited... it has been a while since I've seriously found myself interested in a girl like this.

I'm a little nervous yes,...
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What a mental debate... when you want something so bad... but you know that getting it will make life a bit tough for a while... but you can have the object of your desire any time... but is it worth satisfying the dream to bring hardship to your everyday life? That I don't know... does the pleasure outweigh the pain?

Well... I love random book buying!!! I just discovered Tom Holt and his stuff if fantasticly funny and intriguing... I'm reading his book "Falling Sideways" now.... excedingly clever.

Well... I was stood up last night... such fun... sometimes I wonder if I should care... I mean part of me does take it personal, more as a respect issue... the other part says *shrug* ah well, people make their own choices, I can't change em so why worry... ah well... life I guess...

3:20 am... can't sleep... to many things on my mind...

Worried about work, things have been stressful, alot of things need changing there... but peopel are afraid to follow up and enforce what they talk about so thing never get fixed. I know what I'm doing, and peopel recognize that but I just feel like a bandaid on a severed limb... no way am I...
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*poof* I exist....