theloonie

Well I must apologize because I havent gotten to writing the third section of the story like I said I would, things have been a little... messed up these last few days... its been all I can manage just to get up and feed the dog. After having gone to see another specialist and learning just how slim a chance there is of recovering even somewhat from this it has left me in a state of... depressed confusion would be the best description... I don't even have the motivation to do anything but lay around and stare at the ceiling. Hopefully later when one of my friends gets out of work I can drag myself over there and attempt to be somewhat active, and then maybe head down to the bar and see how many times I can get turned down this time... it would be depressing if not for the fact that I've come to expect it. Hopefully I can break myself out of this depression soon before my body degrades to the point where my mental state is irrelevant.








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