thelonestargirl

I've started thinking seriously about what it would be like to become a Suicide Girl. Some of these photographs are amazing. The color and lighting and texture of the bodies. I would love to go out to the Hollywood sign. I went hiking out there once with some friends and we stumbled upon this peak where the Hollywood sign was in the background. I would love to go out there at sunset and take pictures. I love to pose. I feel so comfortable in front of a camera. I love my body so much. I think it's really beautiful. I think the most important thing about SG is that the women are comfortable in their skin. They feel like their body is a piece of art. I can't say that I'm not a fan of the clothing and the makeup either. I love to dress up in things that nobody has seen before. Original stuff. I love things that fit my body well. Ever since I was a kid I've loved to dress up, it's why I went into theater for a while. Another reason I'd love to be a suicide girl is that I've always been a good girl my whole life. Never kissed a boy till I was 18. Only lost my virginity this passing 2005. Never took a sip of alcohol till I was 19 and never got drunk till I was 20. But recently I've done all those things, I even started smoking this past spring, although, not on purpose. But I feel like my sexuality has only been expressed by men who are attracted to me. Suicide Girls would be just for me. For me to express myself, see what I'm made of. To break out of my shell and not be afraid to take a chance on something big. Maybe it's a need to be heard. People always tell me they think I'm going to be famous someday. Like it's a prophecy or something. I want people to know me. Not for glory, because I want to express myself.