Ouch. I just burned my tongue. It hurts. A lot. 
Nothing's helping...*cries*
Umm...drive by update...
- I like the workplace, but their business practices seem shady. They want to pay me as though I'm an independent contractor/freelancer so then I'll get 1099ed and fisted up the ass by the IRS in April. Yeah...that's certainly not a situaiton I need or want to get into.
- Sending out more resumes. Grr.
- Love love love love love the Livetop. I think it needs a better name, though. A strong one. Like Exxon.
- I must do something about the ambient temperature in the house at night. I keep waking up covered in sweat, even when I'm sleeping naked. [Which ZPO can attest to, is quite often]. It's not like I'm menopausal or anything, so what gives? Bleah.
- Haha, today would have been 3 years for my ex and me. I've come so far from the person I was in that relationship, and so many things have occurred since he dropped the bomb that I should really thank him for it- since none of this would have happened had I stuck around and married his sorry ass.
- So why am I still afraid to run into him? Easy. I'll probably get medieval on his hiney. That's why, when ZPO eventually makes his way to NY to visit, I can bring him to all of my old stomping grounds- Oznot's, Veracruz, Brooklyn Brewery- I can't wait...but I won't go there without the boy in tow to protect me.
These are places I love but refuse to frequent anymore because of my ex. It sounds fucked up and out of character, but I am afraid of what I would become if I saw him again. I might tarnish my spotless criminal record 
- Um. That's it for now. My tongue hurts.
Nothing's helping...*cries*
Umm...drive by update...
- I like the workplace, but their business practices seem shady. They want to pay me as though I'm an independent contractor/freelancer so then I'll get 1099ed and fisted up the ass by the IRS in April. Yeah...that's certainly not a situaiton I need or want to get into.
- Sending out more resumes. Grr.
- Love love love love love the Livetop. I think it needs a better name, though. A strong one. Like Exxon.
- I must do something about the ambient temperature in the house at night. I keep waking up covered in sweat, even when I'm sleeping naked. [Which ZPO can attest to, is quite often]. It's not like I'm menopausal or anything, so what gives? Bleah.
- Haha, today would have been 3 years for my ex and me. I've come so far from the person I was in that relationship, and so many things have occurred since he dropped the bomb that I should really thank him for it- since none of this would have happened had I stuck around and married his sorry ass.
- So why am I still afraid to run into him? Easy. I'll probably get medieval on his hiney. That's why, when ZPO eventually makes his way to NY to visit, I can bring him to all of my old stomping grounds- Oznot's, Veracruz, Brooklyn Brewery- I can't wait...but I won't go there without the boy in tow to protect me.
These are places I love but refuse to frequent anymore because of my ex. It sounds fucked up and out of character, but I am afraid of what I would become if I saw him again. I might tarnish my spotless criminal record
- Um. That's it for now. My tongue hurts.
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Why do you insist on going to your old stomping grounds if your ex is still hanging out around there? Seems like you should find some other places to chill.
Your thoughts?