...and I won't get any older now that angels want to wear my red shoes...
Alright, that's it.
There's no GOOD reason for me to be awake at this hour, except for the fact that I can't sleep well anymore. Trying to get to sleep tires me out, and even then, my body can't get to where it needs to be to recharge. I'm lucky if I get an hour of deep sleep a night nowadays.
Ever since this class started my body's been all out of whack. Blah. The really craptastic part is that I can't even roll over and attempt to sleep the morning away since I have to get my ears chewed off about critical thinking and literature.
What did I shell out $400 for?
I have so much on my mind it's ridiculous. [Ah...perhaps a clue to my insomnia!] I guess I've been experiencing a bit of an emotional catharsis recently, but I'm not too sure what brought it about, which is slightly troubling. It's probably a few factors that I've touched on in the recent past all making themselves into a huge brain knot. I hashed some of it out to someone...only...no response.
I really don't know why I bother trying to open up.
Despite my momentary lapse of fluffy moodedness, ZPO is really the sweetest guy ever. I go to get the mail yesterday, only to find a [sorta] random package with a pair of these contained within. [Aww!] In case you all are wondering, yes, he knows exactly what they look like when being worn.
...and who knew? After less than 24 hours with them in, I don't even feel like I'm pierced [although they're understandably a little sore from the new shape]. I guess my hunch about metal allergy was right after all. [We already know I rock, though, so saying it again would be redundant.] In addition, the new jewelry has altered the sensation, even enhanced it. Yesssss! 
With the stainless barbells, I was worried that I had actually lost some sensation. I like it when I'm wrong about these things. 
I really, really love the new metal. [ZPO is going to be a lucky, lucky guy...just you wait, sweetie!! ]
Speaking of waiting...31 days!
Alright, that's it.
There's no GOOD reason for me to be awake at this hour, except for the fact that I can't sleep well anymore. Trying to get to sleep tires me out, and even then, my body can't get to where it needs to be to recharge. I'm lucky if I get an hour of deep sleep a night nowadays.
Ever since this class started my body's been all out of whack. Blah. The really craptastic part is that I can't even roll over and attempt to sleep the morning away since I have to get my ears chewed off about critical thinking and literature.
What did I shell out $400 for?
I have so much on my mind it's ridiculous. [Ah...perhaps a clue to my insomnia!] I guess I've been experiencing a bit of an emotional catharsis recently, but I'm not too sure what brought it about, which is slightly troubling. It's probably a few factors that I've touched on in the recent past all making themselves into a huge brain knot. I hashed some of it out to someone...only...no response.
I really don't know why I bother trying to open up.
Despite my momentary lapse of fluffy moodedness, ZPO is really the sweetest guy ever. I go to get the mail yesterday, only to find a [sorta] random package with a pair of these contained within. [Aww!] In case you all are wondering, yes, he knows exactly what they look like when being worn.
...and who knew? After less than 24 hours with them in, I don't even feel like I'm pierced [although they're understandably a little sore from the new shape]. I guess my hunch about metal allergy was right after all. [We already know I rock, though, so saying it again would be redundant.
] In addition, the new jewelry has altered the sensation, even enhanced it. Yesssss! With the stainless barbells, I was worried that I had actually lost some sensation. I like it when I'm wrong about these things. I really, really love the new metal. [ZPO is going to be a lucky, lucky guy...just you wait, sweetie!! ]
Speaking of waiting...31 days!
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Here's to more sleep and less stress!