thelibra

just a day ago i was worrying i'd never see zpo again. i thank my [his?] lucky stars and God that just isn't the case. the uncertainty during those few tense, long, tear-filled hours was enough to make me want to scream, break things and throw up all at the same time.

it's been a very emotionally trying couple of days. simply fucking awful. many near and dear to me are hurting and i don't know how to help them. i'm hurting for them. for his bright flame, snuffed out all too soon. and his family. they must be a wreck. it's terrible.

unfortunately, these circumstances are entirely too familiar. it's deja-fucking-vu, and not in the "good experiences" category. i don't think i'm alone when i say that i don't want to have to go through this again.

so..

dear friends and readers,

please, please take care of yourselves.

love,

wyl