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Twice in one daysheesh. Its been a while since Ive done that.

Im talking updates here, guys. Not other stuff. Pervs.

So, the cramps have finally moved out. The downside? Im insanely horny now. Whats a girl to do? I guess can deal with that since it's a regular occurrence. I just can't really do anything about it right this second because of a few different factors.

Oh-fucking-[or lack thereof]-well.

I have other things to talk about than my female parts and sexual starvation, though....moving on...

Last night, I met up with my mom in Manhattan for dinner and a show. Since she's Ms. big shot stock lady, she tends to get free tickets to random stuff. [Big perk of the job, but she hates the commute.] This week, she was given tickets to see Paradise at the Kirk Theatre on 42nd St. The production and acting were excellent. Tastefully yet simply done and incredibly thought-provoking. Its still running through my mind. Tickets are relatively inexpensive. If you cango see it.

I wont be pontificating about the [in]significance of St. Patricks Day. Im of Irish descent and I wore green today. Thats about it. I watched the NY parade on the tele because its tradition. No green beer or bagels for me.

Being in a long distance/military-esque relationship is proving very difficult. With all of my issues and doubts, though, I have a good feeling about it. Its way under the surface and virtually undetectable by most radar. I honestly just hope that he feels the same way. Its tough when you cant communicate as often as or by the mediums which youd like. I cant really read into an email or get a feeling from one, either. I just have to trust that what he says is the truth and be grateful for the communication that we do have. The love between us is something beautiful and real, and Im going to do my damnedest to make sure it stays that way.

The loneliness is the worst, though. Kind of like right now.