thelibra

just got in from a night out with zunidyer and her buddy robin. much fun was had. much more food was consumed. the only things missing were sweet tea and virtue. we didn't miss you boys, so nyah nyah.

quotable: "i'm the banana"


yes, you are indeed, the banana.


painful stuff being brought to the surface really fucks up this little libra's psyche. i'm supposed to be balanced, for christ's sake. it's really tough to talk about but i've used this journal as a means for hashing things out before; be prepared to see some [more] painful introspection in the coming weeks.

i feel that i don't let him know how much i love and care about him him enough. it's almost as if i don't know how to express what i'm feeling and how much i appreciate everything he's doing and/or trying to do for us.

"i want to love but it comes out wrong..."

and i'm so afraid that is exactly what is going to happen. i feel bad that i can't express this to him directly and that he has to get it all secondhand.

of course this could all be due to the fact that my emotions are still reeling from last night's episode, when all i wanted to do was curl up in his arms and cry, while being reassured.

i got the reassurance...plenty of it....right from him...♥

i'm rambling and i've got to get to sleep.

night all.