i suck at bowling. but i had fun. our CPO manager Jack threw together a bowling night for the company- sales vs. parts and service [like the softball game]. my arm feels like it is going to fall off! yikes 
we bowled 3 games. i got a 92, an 85 and then a 59.
i'm a much better softball player.
stuff is okay between J. and this little libra. no glitches in the system.
my paranoia runs really deep though. i just don't want to be hurt again.
i'm just now starting to s-l-o-w-l-y let my guard down with him and it's really difficult because i don't want to leave myself vulnerable to any more pain. if i get hurt again i'd just as soon prefer to be alone for the rest of my life. i'm so scared of fucking this up it's unreal.
party at nadzofsteel's house tomorrow. yay!
i ♥ my friends on here and off of here. each and every one of you are simply amazing.
we bowled 3 games. i got a 92, an 85 and then a 59.
i'm a much better softball player.
stuff is okay between J. and this little libra. no glitches in the system.
my paranoia runs really deep though. i just don't want to be hurt again.
i'm just now starting to s-l-o-w-l-y let my guard down with him and it's really difficult because i don't want to leave myself vulnerable to any more pain. if i get hurt again i'd just as soon prefer to be alone for the rest of my life. i'm so scared of fucking this up it's unreal.
party at nadzofsteel's house tomorrow. yay!
i ♥ my friends on here and off of here. each and every one of you are simply amazing.
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As to bowling, yes, I always feel a million years old the next day. And having to admit I'm hobbling around because of bowling is incredibly embarrassing.
well just about anything?