i'm hangin' in. sorta. still hurting. really, really hurting. maybe it's just a break, but for who knows how long. 
now i'm really going to have grey hair and and crow's feet. and ulcers. and migraines.
but i've been slightly better the past couple of days. i think. maybe it hasn't sunken in yet.
i fucking miss him like whoa.
**oh, there's good news tho:
~first test of summer session: 83%!!
~job interview went well on thursday am
~i am number 9622 on the list for NY state police
woohoo.
now i'm really going to have grey hair and and crow's feet. and ulcers. and migraines.
but i've been slightly better the past couple of days. i think. maybe it hasn't sunken in yet.
i fucking miss him like whoa.
**oh, there's good news tho:
~first test of summer session: 83%!!
~job interview went well on thursday am
~i am number 9622 on the list for NY state police
woohoo.
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secondbest:
I'm sorry you are in such pain...
nocontrol:
Well, you can't really sing to Mogwai...unless you want to make up your own words...but, yeah, singing sometimes is the most therapeutic thing there is. Music is my therapy 99 times out of 100.