Hello all, its been 2 long!
Life has been busy but not 2 much excitement lately. Right now its all about making money for the move to Philly. Im technically working 3 jobs right now, haha, im crazy like that. I do what i must because i need at least 5 grand 4 the move, i have 2 so far, plus i want 2 pay off 2 credit cards, fix my car, finish my tattoo, plus im going 2 Philly one or two times b4 i move there. Its a lot of work but im determined to pull it off. Other than that i pretty much spend my little free time hanging out with some old friends before i leave. Im back in my hometown for the next two months 2 save money b4 i leave and its nice seeing some of the old friends. I'm really only going to miss a couple of them but its still nice. Heres a pic of some really old friends that i partied with a couple weeks ago, that was a good time, i got plastered, haha.
Im also crazy about a girl thats 1000 miles away and that sucks so bad. I really want to be with her but we cant and shouldnt until our lives settle down and after i move. Although it seems like i am in a long distance relationship, which i really am happy that i have. Its a hard thing to do but its worth it. Shes amazing in 1000 different ways. Not going into that because ill sound like a sap, lets just say that i like her a lot. Not in love tho, but the potential may be there down the road, not concerned with that tho but who knows. I just want to be in a happy relationship and i kno we could have that. Its difficult for both of us to hold out tho. Im a very determined person and i think i can hold out, i really hope she does to, ill try my hardest to make sure of it. Its just hard for her because shes going through a lot and she needs someone to be there for and with her. Im doing my best and all i can do at this point, i dont think its enough and i want to do so much more. Im tempted everyday to just leave right now but i need to go about this the right way so that it doesnt hurt my life, and i need to be concerned about my future and i wont change what i must do for anyone. Im sure itl work out i just needed to rant about that. And I've known ever since we first kissed that whatever i had to do to be with her would be worth it ten fold.
Anyway enough about all that stuff, more later.
Life has been busy but not 2 much excitement lately. Right now its all about making money for the move to Philly. Im technically working 3 jobs right now, haha, im crazy like that. I do what i must because i need at least 5 grand 4 the move, i have 2 so far, plus i want 2 pay off 2 credit cards, fix my car, finish my tattoo, plus im going 2 Philly one or two times b4 i move there. Its a lot of work but im determined to pull it off. Other than that i pretty much spend my little free time hanging out with some old friends before i leave. Im back in my hometown for the next two months 2 save money b4 i leave and its nice seeing some of the old friends. I'm really only going to miss a couple of them but its still nice. Heres a pic of some really old friends that i partied with a couple weeks ago, that was a good time, i got plastered, haha.
Im also crazy about a girl thats 1000 miles away and that sucks so bad. I really want to be with her but we cant and shouldnt until our lives settle down and after i move. Although it seems like i am in a long distance relationship, which i really am happy that i have. Its a hard thing to do but its worth it. Shes amazing in 1000 different ways. Not going into that because ill sound like a sap, lets just say that i like her a lot. Not in love tho, but the potential may be there down the road, not concerned with that tho but who knows. I just want to be in a happy relationship and i kno we could have that. Its difficult for both of us to hold out tho. Im a very determined person and i think i can hold out, i really hope she does to, ill try my hardest to make sure of it. Its just hard for her because shes going through a lot and she needs someone to be there for and with her. Im doing my best and all i can do at this point, i dont think its enough and i want to do so much more. Im tempted everyday to just leave right now but i need to go about this the right way so that it doesnt hurt my life, and i need to be concerned about my future and i wont change what i must do for anyone. Im sure itl work out i just needed to rant about that. And I've known ever since we first kissed that whatever i had to do to be with her would be worth it ten fold.
Anyway enough about all that stuff, more later.
how are youuuu