Damnit I need to learn to control my penis...
...and that's all I have to say about that.
Otherwise not much is going on. I'm still on my training wheels at work so I can only have two tables at a time. That makes things so sloooooow.... I stand around a lot of the time, or I run out other people's food just to pass...
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...and that's all I have to say about that.
Otherwise not much is going on. I'm still on my training wheels at work so I can only have two tables at a time. That makes things so sloooooow.... I stand around a lot of the time, or I run out other people's food just to pass...
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Balls.
Life can be infuriating sometimes. Especially when you look back and realize that some of it is your own fault, and the rest is just plain old bad luck.
The good news is, I'm not grey YET... who knows how long that'll last.
Other than that... here's a recap of the last few weeks and months, from a different perspective.
I want a girlfriend....
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Life can be infuriating sometimes. Especially when you look back and realize that some of it is your own fault, and the rest is just plain old bad luck.
The good news is, I'm not grey YET... who knows how long that'll last.
Other than that... here's a recap of the last few weeks and months, from a different perspective.
I want a girlfriend....
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jena:
Awww thanks. Well you are always so sweet to me, so duh.
You've got class! You've got ideas! HA! That kills me to be able to say.
I got your email, I will respond soon. I'm kind of out of it.
Having a good one?
Oh and thanks for the perk I guess...I dunno, I do think i'm common. But I guess happy in that respect.
You've got class! You've got ideas! HA! That kills me to be able to say.
I got your email, I will respond soon. I'm kind of out of it.
Having a good one?
Oh and thanks for the perk I guess...I dunno, I do think i'm common. But I guess happy in that respect.
neakylikeaninja:
You don't meet quality people when you're only trying to get laid.
Ain't THAT the truth...
You'll find her one day, I promise. There is definitely a girl out there for you somewhere, you just have to look. And, stop randomly getting laid, lol.
Thanks for the support
I know how crappy the first set was now, and I really like this current one. I know my next one will be SG material, or at least my best attempt at it. My boyfriend has been super supportive from the beginning, but he really thought the last set was going to get accepted. He was mad when it didn't The first one he said was good, but I think we both kinda knew it wasn't good enough. So, I'm getting there...
Ain't THAT the truth...
You'll find her one day, I promise. There is definitely a girl out there for you somewhere, you just have to look. And, stop randomly getting laid, lol.
Thanks for the support
I know how crappy the first set was now, and I really like this current one. I know my next one will be SG material, or at least my best attempt at it. My boyfriend has been super supportive from the beginning, but he really thought the last set was going to get accepted. He was mad when it didn't The first one he said was good, but I think we both kinda knew it wasn't good enough. So, I'm getting there... Wow. Interesting coupla days. So....
Last night, that old girlfriend of mine... remember the one I used to brag about how happy I was with her? And then she dumped me, and I dumped her back, and so on...
well last night she called me up while drunk. Her whole life is falling apart and she called me because her new (now ex)boyfriend wasn't there...
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Last night, that old girlfriend of mine... remember the one I used to brag about how happy I was with her? And then she dumped me, and I dumped her back, and so on...
well last night she called me up while drunk. Her whole life is falling apart and she called me because her new (now ex)boyfriend wasn't there...
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neakylikeaninja:
Yay, you caught up on sleep, wish I could say the same. Well, ok, I did sleep last night. But I'm still tired, cuz I worked a double today.
Stupid work. I like my job, I just wish I could get money for free, like, growing on trees or something.
No, me and my boyfriend didn't break up
But thanks for asking. Actually, we're great. He's really the only person I'm really close too nowadays, the one that keeps me level. My best friend moved to Pennsylvania last year (got married and had a kid, working on happily ever after... the bitch) and I haven't really gotten over it. I still miss her. She was my confidant, and now I miss having someone so close to talk to, non-boyfriend-esk. It's just different, sometimes I just need a friend, to talk to about the things I can't talk about with my boyfriend... like... him, or sex, or any of the number of things one needs a best friend for. We still talk, but it's not the same. She's too far away, and has a kid and husband and all that. I've dealt with clinical depression half of my life. I don't take drugs for it, I don't really believe in them, at least not for that. It's something I deal with on my own, I always have, just... sometimes it gets the better of me, I get lonely. Haven't you ever felt alone in a room full of people? My boyfriend is always there, and he makes me happy when I don't know how to be, but sometimes it's not enough. And, I will say, those days happen far fewer in the past two years then ever in my life. He's good for me. But, the lonely is still there, waiting around for a rainey day. There will always be days, every now and then, when I get sad or lonely. It's just one of those things that makes me feel real. One cannot find true happiness until they have felt true sadness, or something like that.
Anyways... I won't ramble too much
So, work is good? I'm glad you're going to like it there, and that the food is good
And, congrats on your meeting someone new. I'll be crossing my fingers for you.
Smile I'll talk to you later.
Yay, you caught up on sleep, wish I could say the same. Well, ok, I did sleep last night. But I'm still tired, cuz I worked a double today.
Stupid work. I like my job, I just wish I could get money for free, like, growing on trees or something.
No, me and my boyfriend didn't break up
But thanks for asking. Actually, we're great. He's really the only person I'm really close too nowadays, the one that keeps me level. My best friend moved to Pennsylvania last year (got married and had a kid, working on happily ever after... the bitch) and I haven't really gotten over it. I still miss her. She was my confidant, and now I miss having someone so close to talk to, non-boyfriend-esk. It's just different, sometimes I just need a friend, to talk to about the things I can't talk about with my boyfriend... like... him, or sex, or any of the number of things one needs a best friend for. We still talk, but it's not the same. She's too far away, and has a kid and husband and all that. I've dealt with clinical depression half of my life. I don't take drugs for it, I don't really believe in them, at least not for that. It's something I deal with on my own, I always have, just... sometimes it gets the better of me, I get lonely. Haven't you ever felt alone in a room full of people? My boyfriend is always there, and he makes me happy when I don't know how to be, but sometimes it's not enough. And, I will say, those days happen far fewer in the past two years then ever in my life. He's good for me. But, the lonely is still there, waiting around for a rainey day. There will always be days, every now and then, when I get sad or lonely. It's just one of those things that makes me feel real. One cannot find true happiness until they have felt true sadness, or something like that.
Anyways... I won't ramble too much
So, work is good? I'm glad you're going to like it there, and that the food is good
And, congrats on your meeting someone new. I'll be crossing my fingers for you.
Smile
I'll talk to you later.
devil_bitch:
Bruce was awesome. By the time I got to him you could tell that he was tired but he was still nice and he was really great to the kids that were there. That damn book Make Love! The Bruce Campbell way is HI-freaking-llarious.
Training has begun. I finished my second day today. It's nothing new, really. It seems like a really nice restaurant with a good system. Their kitchen is open; you don't have to even go through doors to get to the customers food, which speeds things up and probably boosts the "trust factor" since everyone sees their food being cooked!
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otoki:
Is it an expensive restaurant? Where the tips are good? Eh? Eh?
neakylikeaninja:
Yeah, I have to know all the ingrediants for OG too, but it's not that hard. I have a book that has everything in it with pics and everything. I didn't actually have to learn it in two days either. Learn the most popular dishes first!!! And, good luck I hope this one goes well for you.
I hope this one goes well for you.Drum roll please....
I'm hired! By Carraba's. That's the good news.
The bad news is, they're insane. I train every day from sunday to saturday, first of all. That's 7 days straight... I guess I can't complain too much cuz I'm gonna need the money!
I was told on the phone today, that I should show up to my training on sunday(and every following day)...
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I'm hired! By Carraba's. That's the good news.
The bad news is, they're insane. I train every day from sunday to saturday, first of all. That's 7 days straight... I guess I can't complain too much cuz I'm gonna need the money!
I was told on the phone today, that I should show up to my training on sunday(and every following day)...
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snowballinhell:
Awww, thank you honey 
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
Awww, thank you honey
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
jena:
Oh wow that's a great quote!!! I LIKE it, maybe LOVE it. And it's very true. Thank you for that....glad someone else knows.
OMG I KNOW about "fancy"...listen I did it once and if I can somehomw bust into a button-up shirt and all.......you'd best be confident.
I had to learn to of course open bottles at the tables andbe incredibly graceful and suave. But I found it was actually easier than high volume/casual: When people are spending $20 on an appetizer it seems they are just content. I can't describe it but trust me. I think it may be more t ospend the money and enjoy the luxory than anything else. Tips are insaner. Just be a professional/gentleman. GOOD LUCK!!!
And FUCK with the tie!?!? You're telling me. I had to show up a half hour before to find someone to beg to help me. I had to do it at a last job and when my roommie wasn't around I ---seriously---and no one ever knew: I would safety pin or button a pair of fat shoe laces around the damn collar. They were always Misfits or skull ones too. But I know Carabba's would never allow that! Funny story tho.
Lots of luck to you and I hope it's good.
I don't think my interview went well. But the place was smaller than my room (not a joke) and it was only for one day and coverage, even though I still think it would be nice as a supplement. My Ebay is ok, I'm still on top with money but I've got my house crisis first now. So I'm off the hook for at least a few days or something.
OMG I KNOW about "fancy"...listen I did it once and if I can somehomw bust into a button-up shirt and all.......you'd best be confident.
I had to learn to of course open bottles at the tables andbe incredibly graceful and suave. But I found it was actually easier than high volume/casual: When people are spending $20 on an appetizer it seems they are just content. I can't describe it but trust me. I think it may be more t ospend the money and enjoy the luxory than anything else. Tips are insaner. Just be a professional/gentleman. GOOD LUCK!!!
And FUCK with the tie!?!? You're telling me. I had to show up a half hour before to find someone to beg to help me. I had to do it at a last job and when my roommie wasn't around I ---seriously---and no one ever knew: I would safety pin or button a pair of fat shoe laces around the damn collar. They were always Misfits or skull ones too.
But I know Carabba's would never allow that! Funny story tho.
Lots of luck to you and I hope it's good.
I don't think my interview went well. But the place was smaller than my room (not a joke) and it was only for one day and coverage, even though I still think it would be nice as a supplement. My Ebay is ok, I'm still on top with money but I've got my house crisis first now. So I'm off the hook for at least a few days or something.
So... I had an interview today! It was for Carraba's Italian restaurant. I also had to take this little psych test thingy. As if I'm getting security clearance to carry food... right...
so anyway, it's always hard to tell but I think they'll give me the job. The interview went pretty well, even if it looks bad that I quit my last job without already...
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so anyway, it's always hard to tell but I think they'll give me the job. The interview went pretty well, even if it looks bad that I quit my last job without already...
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neakylikeaninja:
Yup, whole wall fish tank. We're taking pics, so don't worry, you all will get to see it when it's done
My set got rejected. Sniff.
Horray for working at Italian restaurants.
My set got rejected. Sniff.
Horray for working at Italian restaurants.
jena:
Hell no that doesn't sound weird as I used to own a copy of Playmate of the Apes which even featured a singing/dancing hot pink gorilla. Now read that shit and think! I love bad porn like that.
Oh I know, finding an FTW embroidered to an old lady thing...it's priceless.
How is Carabba's panning out----you never answered my question about it! (BAD!)
Oh I know, finding an FTW embroidered to an old lady thing...it's priceless.
How is Carabba's panning out----you never answered my question about it! (BAD!)
Still looking for work. I can't believe that bullshit with my job... at least it was through a temp agency, so technically I am still employed through the agency even though I'm not working. That makes my applications look better. I'm applying at restaurants all over the place... so I should have some cash on hand pretty soon.
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jena:
OOOOOoooooohhhhhhhhh yes good picture!!! I need to see that again really soon. LUST!
That is a very nice cute little story. I want pool romance, damn it! I had a chance for some recently but we got so drunk and passed out. 
That is a very nice cute little story.
I want pool romance, damn it! I had a chance for some recently but we got so drunk and passed out.
snowballinhell:
Hehe, you'll just have to wait for the mail to arrive It was posted the 9th, so hopefully it'll be with you soon
Extra Special Good Luck wishes for the job, I'm sure you'll get it, they won't know what they're missing if they don't hire you
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
It was posted the 9th, so hopefully it'll be with you soon
Extra Special Good Luck wishes for the job, I'm sure you'll get it, they won't know what they're missing if they don't hire you
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
Updates...
Started work for real today. I basically just kept saying the same thing over the phone over and over again. BORING... but not nearly as bad as friday. Friday felt like a whole week since all I did was watch other people work.
So... I am now working in the same building as my ladyfriend, the one I took to the strip club. We...
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Started work for real today. I basically just kept saying the same thing over the phone over and over again. BORING... but not nearly as bad as friday. Friday felt like a whole week since all I did was watch other people work.
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jena:
"Which means don't stop looking for a job just yet!"
ack this is so funny!!!! yesterday i called a place back that STILL has their help wanted sign up after 3 weeks and they said "Oh...we'll call you about an interview....but all of our shifts seem to be full I think." ASSHOLES, why is the sign up? they said they were looking right at my resume which probably meant they totally didn't like it. people should be honest! IT SUCKS.
i know, i know, with settling for "barely tolerable." that has been all the jobs I've taken since moving to Philly, and i've gone thru a lot b/c of that. just taking desperate ones on whims and wondering why i'm fucked later....really frustrating. and today i couldn't do anything thanks to lack of sleep, i've just been wasted.
livng, oh, i saved money before quitting the last shithole and my family even sent me money to quit b/c it was so horible. i've been living off of that.
ack this is so funny!!!! yesterday i called a place back that STILL has their help wanted sign up after 3 weeks and they said "Oh...we'll call you about an interview....but all of our shifts seem to be full I think." ASSHOLES, why is the sign up? they said they were looking right at my resume which probably meant they totally didn't like it. people should be honest! IT SUCKS.
i know, i know, with settling for "barely tolerable." that has been all the jobs I've taken since moving to Philly, and i've gone thru a lot b/c of that. just taking desperate ones on whims and wondering why i'm fucked later....really frustrating. and today i couldn't do anything thanks to lack of sleep, i've just been wasted.
livng, oh, i saved money before quitting the last shithole and my family even sent me money to quit b/c it was so horible. i've been living off of that.
jena:
well i hope to get to bed tonight so i am rested for tomorrow: to walk thru the valley of the shadow of death! it's such a nightmare. there's nothing on craigslist right now either. just some host jobs that say you have to look professional, which is something i've never excelled at. but if i get up in time i can fish thru my closet. :yikes:
Godspeed to us!
B/c I need to straighten my house out now and need dinero!
it's such a nightmare. there's nothing on craigslist right now either. just some host jobs that say you have to look professional, which is something i've never excelled at. but if i get up in time i can fish thru my closet. :yikes:
Godspeed to us!
B/c I need to straighten my house out now and need dinero!
News time...
Started my new job yesterday! And I go back monday. Standard mon-fri 8:30 - 5:00 schedule. That's a huge relief compared to the unpredictable chaos of being a waiter.
The job itself is intensely boring though. Basically all I do is bother real estate and closing agents and tell them to send us their documents on time. It seems pointless to have a...
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Started my new job yesterday! And I go back monday. Standard mon-fri 8:30 - 5:00 schedule. That's a huge relief compared to the unpredictable chaos of being a waiter.
The job itself is intensely boring though. Basically all I do is bother real estate and closing agents and tell them to send us their documents on time. It seems pointless to have a...
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devil_bitch:
I want to go to the strip club. I need a lap dance from a professional. I never had much luck with the friends with benefits thing. I hope that things work out good for you in the end. Glad that the job is going well. I know what you mean about missing the tips. Nothing like always having cash in your pocket. I tried to change the image quality and I couldn't even figure it out. And here I thought I knew stuff about computers. WRONG!! Call me damnit. I am free Tuesday night.
I never had much luck with the friends with benefits thing. I hope that things work out good for you in the end. Glad that the job is going well. I know what you mean about missing the tips. Nothing like always having cash in your pocket. I tried to change the image quality and I couldn't even figure it out. And here I thought I knew stuff about computers. WRONG!! Call me damnit. I am free Tuesday night.
snowballinhell:
I got what I needed in town, so your stuff will be posted tomorrow
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
I got what I needed in town, so your stuff will be posted tomorrow
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
Serendipity!!!!!!!
I don't know if I mentioned this before... but before the gathering, while I still worked at prospector's restaurant... I was talking to this one girl there. I can't stand most of the people there(mostly shady drug addicts and gossippers). But this girl was one of the few nice people there, and ubercute as well. So anyway she had given me her phone #....
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I don't know if I mentioned this before... but before the gathering, while I still worked at prospector's restaurant... I was talking to this one girl there. I can't stand most of the people there(mostly shady drug addicts and gossippers). But this girl was one of the few nice people there, and ubercute as well. So anyway she had given me her phone #....
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neakylikeaninja:
"If it weren't for the memories and good times, vacations would be the worst thing ever. "
Ain't that the truth...
I'm trying to be optimistic.
Mostly, I just want them to call me back (I called Delta Lost and Found today) and tell me they found my camera. I'm really gooey/sentimental about my things. Almost OCD about them. So, if I don't get it back. I'm going to have to go out and find an exact replica of the one I lost. That's not crazy, right?
Ain't that the truth...
I'm trying to be optimistic.
Mostly, I just want them to call me back (I called Delta Lost and Found today) and tell me they found my camera. I'm really gooey/sentimental about my things. Almost OCD about them. So, if I don't get it back. I'm going to have to go out and find an exact replica of the one I lost. That's not crazy, right?
snowballinhell:
So does this mean you get to wear a uniform 
How've you been sweetie? Did you get my last message?
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
How've you been sweetie? Did you get my last message?
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
I'll be your freak anytime you want me to
Hope you're having a good weekend
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
You must know before anything else that tongiht my family asked me what on earth I wanted most for birthday dinner today, MY big day and I said "Indian" and the response was like death. Shaking heads, no, no, not that smell, I don't like that, no. I threw my arms in the air, it was a Seinfeld moment of sorts and I totally thought of you and my stpud ex.
Anyway YEAH you hit it on the head with the idea linterview, you know exactly what I'm talking about. And it's amazing, it sucks so bad--TOTALLY feeling like you were doing a fucking pole dance for these pricks.
Oh yeah, Myla leaving, it was so emotional.
YESYESYES Miss Mall is gone.
ACCCCCCCCCCCkkkkkkk it seems everyone loves the tomato story!!!! SO FUCKING RAD, I'm glad I told it well enough. Hesays he got NO sleep at all, he kept repeating how scared he was b/c he thought it was random and the break-in guy was huge.
Oh totally I'll shoot you an email, cool. Yes I'm starving for Indian. But no sweat on time...
Thank you for the happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!
[Edited on Sep 04, 2005 12:04AM]