thelastboss

Aw, I'm sorry hon. I'd say it all gets better, but, well, it doesn't always. So, you just havr to make the most of it, and eat cookies.

Being a server sucks a lot, but at least you can get benefits at some restaurants... ( i.e., Olive Garden) Makes you feel better about waiting on people when you get benefits.

We should get a beer and play air hockey.

At least you could talk about it and be civilized. That is always nice. No crazy screaming matches, no slashing of tires. This is good. Hell if I lived in NJ I would so be yours. *HUGS*

Oh and I have way too many depressing rants to insert there. I can't just pick one

Ah hugs to you sweetie!! Sorry that you had such a crap day at work. Ahh side work when there is no business is like slave labor.

What to buy her? Shit. Umm I dunno? What does she like? Something small, romantic, and sappy always works. Like a little glass rose or something.

im suppost to keep u insupense duh,....that way u can drool when the set comes out if it does that is

I admit that we all piled in a tent and camped out to see Episode I. Hell I saw at least 4 times in the theater. It wasn't any where near the originals but it was something. Ep. II made me very very sad. I still haven't watched the whole thing. This one looks pretty good. At least we get to the juicy parts. I try to hate it but I see jedis, light sabers, and siths...I just get excited.

All the strippers are nice at my job!!
I LOVE STRIPPERS!!!!
theres this one, whoo boy... i just wanna get all up onz

Aw, I'm sorry hon. I know how it sucks to have bad nights like that...
It's funny (well, not 'ha ha' funny, but weird) that you gave two tables wrong checks, I did too!! Luckily, mine had finished at the same time, and got their checks at the same time. One table was ready to pay it, and the other called me over and said, "You know, who ever's check this is, has fabulous taste!! What a great meal they must have had. But, could I have mine?" I cracked up They were completely cool about it, and it was even a cheaper check!! The other more expensive check, the table already had cash in and was going to pay anyways, they hadn't even noticed... Oh well Just shows to go ya, you never know how people will react to stuff.

Yeah, I've been trying to get motivated and do stuff for years now. Ever since I stopped riding, I've been saying I would work out.
Procrastinators Unite!!! Meeting postponed...

Good luck with the bank thing!! I used to be friends with someone who worked at a bank, and really loved it. She made good money, too Hope it works out for ya, I know how it is to want to be out of the service industry...

Im glad you got to spend some quality time with your family! This year it couldn't have been an easy day to face, it sounds like you all had eachother to do it with though.

I so know what you mean about the couch thing! I spent some time living out of my car, it sucked at the time. But it was worth it, I was young (22), I was waiting to move into my own house at the time.

Good luck to your sister with the boys on the bus situation (boys... humph!)

I never remember calling my mom "mommy" nor my dad "daddy" but I have forever called my moms father "Pop". It fits him ya know.

Well have a good hump day. *Nite

Fraggle Rock is the best thing ever. If I dont buy the boxed set...I am going to watch it at my friends if she buys it. You know I have been waiting for the dvds for years..now I am poor. I guess I will have to think of a way to do it.

As for the depression it is something that I have been battling for years. I tried meds once and I didn't like it. I hate prescription drugs. I have thought about therapy. I have no insurance right now this is the big problem. right now I am trying to change my perspective on things and change things in my life. If I work on creating new patterns and habits that should help. I gotta rid myself of some negativity.

Oh well... One less on my list of "must see". Still have to go see Star Wars, and Batman Begins, but that's the only two I really wanna go see right now.

Gotta work a dinner shift tonight, and I'm picking up a lunch shift tomorrow.... Yay for Mommy's Day. It's going to be freakin packed, so hopefully it will be nice people, and a good host/ess. The hosts yesterday had a death wish. Sat me two huge parties, and said they wouldn't seat my two other tables until I said I was ready for them, I went back to the kitchen to help fix stuff for the 22 top, and when I came back out like ten minutes later... I had a really pissed off table who had been waiting forever... Fuckin host. It was a bad day to serve yesterday, one girl left sobbing. Alas, a job is a job, and I have to go so they can pay me.

Aw, I really want to see that movie!!!! Let me know how it is. I hope it's not just another war movie, it looks really good.

Yeah, not just a typo, I really did lick the car. I have done a lot of weird shit, but that one aparently topped the cake... People bugged me about it forever "Will you lick that car? How about that car?" I only licked the first one cuz I thought it was hot and I was drunk, let's not forget the drunk, people. But it was funny, and I still tease myself. Every time I see a hot car, I say I'd lick it, and it makes guys get all fidgety

Fray.com, huh? It is anything like deviantart.com? I've been on Deviant Art for a while now, but have only posted poetry.

Good for you for getting out of food service

I want to seee Kingdom of Heaven too so let me know how it was. Again thanks for talking to me and you rock pretty hard core yourself. So do your pets.

I hope that you have a good weekend sweetie.

Thanks for talking with me earlier. I needed it. Still feeling pretty down but you are a sweetie.

good luck man BTW, hows your marriage going

You should definately check out the new NIN. It is great. Even people who don't really like them are digging this cd

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roflmao... want to know somethin funny? I wrote out the long assed comment in your journal first, then someone else asked about it, and so rather than type it over and over, I came back, copied it from your journal, and pasted in MY journal. I'm lazy. You're special, it really started in yours, lol.

Yeah, the squeaky asshole DOES get all the good stuff. He didn't originally comp the whole thing. First, they complained because their appitizer came out at the same time as their food. Brandy had rung it in that way, because she thought one guy said he was going to eat it as his meal. He ordered from me later, and I just didn't care at that point. I told him it was my fault, and that I would take the appetizer off. They asked for the manager four times after that incident... At the end, we gave them all their checks. I walked back by to ask if anyone was ready, and the gigantic mega bitch said "No, we're waiting for the manager." Again...???? What the fuck do you want NOW???? So, I just walked away. Tom, our manager, came out five minutes later, talked to the table, but I was at another table and didn't hear what their problem was. All I know, I saw him walking back to the kithen, so I followed. He had five credit card books in his hand, and he threw all of them across the kitchen, said "It's not worth my fucking time." He walked out back for a minute, came back in, and said "Just give them all back their checks. I don't care. It's not worth all this." And then he went back outside. Now, Tom, nevergets angry, he never yells, never shows any signs of anger. When he threw the books... everyone stopped and looked at me. It was that "What the fuck did you do to Tom?" look. It was awesome... But anyways, Tom had been to the table six times, and it was a busy night. We were slammed anyways, and after spending the rest of his night trying to fix everything, he just didn't want to deal with them anymore.

So...... on a better note....
Yep, me and my boyfriend have been together for almost two years. We met on one of those dating websites... goofy as that is. I signed up on one one night when I was depressed. My best friend lived with me, and we had been using a website to look for a roommate. Well, this site, happened to be connected to a dating site. So, sitting around depressed one night, we started checking it out, and I sat and filled out a profile (cuz hey, it's free to fill out a profile...). So, I went out on a couple of dates, but nothing really happened with them. I was on for a few weeks, and saw his profile. After the dates I'd had... his was like a breath of fresh air. So, I sent him a "wink" (which is all I could do with my free account, lol) and he emailed me. He sent me a two page long email. You know how, on here, everyone always thinks it's like bad juju or something to say more than two lines? It was kinda like that on there. So, I was thrilled, and I felt really special. I sent one back, I gave him my number, we talked until his phone died (From like ten at night, until six o'clock in the morning). After that... we set up a date, had the best first date ever... We spent the whole day together, after what was originally going to be ice cream and a movie. He came over... we had some good naked fun, we were laying there, and he asked if that meant he could call me his girlfriend. We've been together ever since We've never had a fight, never had a real argument, and only had one real problem, but it made us closer rather than break us up, and we get laid more than anyone I know, lol. We're hard pressed to not get naked at least every other day.

So, yeah, that's probably more than you needed. Feel special!!!!!

I get carried on when I start rambling... I'm A.D.D. I forget how long I've been typing, and just keep going and going... But now, I need coffee. I just woke up, and haven't had any yet.

How's things with your gal? Have you seen her since the fantastic sex incident? How's the service industry treating you these days?

Hope all is well, I'll talk to ya later



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Wow, I feel special. Thanks!

Things are going well with my girl. We had a small disagreement the other day but it was over something silly that was actually kind of a miscommunication anyway.
That doesn't matter really, because she really does treat me well. She's stubborn but very considerate, and makes me feel good about myself. I like the fact that I can be myself around her. We always have fun, always have something to talk about, and we are VERY compatible in bed. Which you probably figured out from my last entry...
She's definitely a first. She has a great sense of humor. We make fun of each other constantly. And she actually has a brain. Unlike most of my psychobitch exes. Like you said, it's a sigh of relief.


That's amazing that you met your guy the way you did and you still are so strong together. It's a beautiful story. Any talk of marriage, or are you guys still "too young for that"?


Yeah, small disagreements are great, they mean make-up sex It's awesome that you two have hit it off so well! But I have to say, the cow thing would have freaked me out, lol. It's awesome that she makes you feel good about yourself, that's the most important thing in a relationship, you need to not only be yourself, but HAPPY being yourself. I'm glad she supports you And the great sense of humor... that helps too. My mom's only relationship advice for me, was "Find someone who can make you laugh. In a relationship, you there wil be lots of times when you want to kill each other, but if he can make you laugh... it makes everything else non-existant." And it's true I'm happy you have someone you like so much.

On a side note, I'm drunk on wine. Lol... and typing is really hard.

About me and my boyfriend... Marriage seems to be out of the question right now, but it's ok, I'm content to wait. He is divorced, with an eight year old little girl. She lives with her mother in Ky., but I can see how the whole ex-wife thing might be put a damper on us getting maried. I think he's afraid of it not working, even though I'd say there is a 99% chance of us living happily ever after. It's funny... we make long term plans, that he starts, and than feels the need to defend. Like, "Maybe in a couple years, we'll buy a classic Camaro, like a 68 or 69, and we'll spend the next five or ten years fixing it up together," rolls right off his tongue, like he assumes automatically that I'll still be here for that, but than he feels the need to defend it, "Well, I mean, if we're together, cuz you know, shit happens. I'm not saying anything is definite, but, you know." So, I don't know. I think he can see himself with me, and maybe it scares him. He supports everything I do. Including SG, he said that if I hadn't come and told him I wanted to be a suicide girl, he would have told me about it, cuz I seem perfect for it. Things other girls might not tell their boyfriend, he's perfectly cool with, and that's awesome. So, I think we'll get married eventually, just not any time soon. It's funny, cuz people ask us like every other day when we're tying the knot... I'm not going to worry about it, cuz I'm perfectly content right now the way we are. Marriage wouldn't change anything. It means different things for different people, I guess.

Yeah, today is my day off, I'm really happy I didn't have customers to deal with...

Hope all is well, and I'm gonna go do more stuff drunk, Talk to ya lkater.

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Cool it Nelson!!