thelastbeliever

Okay so lets do it. Lets catch up!

Been an interesting couple of years since i've been away.
I'll break it down into key facts:

Moved in with Charlotte that i met on here.
We got married.
Moved to Leeds.
She left me.
I moved house.

And that about takes us up to today i guess.
Still moving and shaking in Leeds, still working the same job.

Actually the only difference is, i've got less hair on my head now and more on my chin.
God i miss the old times.

Up until the crack of dawn chatting and trolling on here.

I play drums in a band now, we rawk and times are good.
Feels good to be a part of something special again.

Losing a loved one is almost like losing a limb.
Or better yet, kind of feels like a big empty void.

I want to know things.
I want to hear your happy thoughts.

Isn't it weird how some songs seem like they were written for you and your situation?
I quote Pearl Jam - Black:
"I know some day you'll have a beautiful life. I know some day you will be a sun in somebody elses sky, but why.. why.. why can't it be mine?"
Fits like a comfy shoe.

I think the fear of being alone is the most frightening thing i have ever felt.

Questions:
Will i ever love again?
Could someone ever love me again?

What we need are pictures on here.
I'll take some shots of my new place maybe and start again.

So listen, less of the sad talk and more giggles and guffaws.
I love the challange of being alive, makes every day an adventure.

Hold me?