thelastasthmatic

today was a good day
i didn't have to use my a-k...

one o' my old managers requested i work tomorrow. she needed some help and my manager asked her what skill sets she needed. she said me.'john?really?' my manager said.'yeah,'she said,'he can do anything'

lance is coming over to jam tonight. i need it. we may go eat italian tonight,too-tuscany rib eye and red...
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we all want something beautiful
man i wish i was beautiful...

i feel good today. work was ok, and coming to see nala's new set is inspiring.

i wish i could show my friends how easy it is to fall in love with life. to give them the secret code to let all the bullshit slide, so they can look in the mirror and say,"i...
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there is a breeze blowing today. it feels like autmn.nobody touches me when i am there-no one can take away the feeling i get in the wind.

i came home and opened all the windows, took off my clothes, and kicked the cats around a bit. now it's off to a hot shower and to decide which lean cusine i nuke for the night...

why...
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Maybe I'm just blind...


So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when...
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thank you eastah bunny-bawk! bawk!

i want some cadbury eggs! hope you kids are having a splendid easter. i'm going to eat with my family-to include my sisters inlaws( shorty and norma!!). yee haw an all that.

what did you do last night?

and why are you never on aim??

lovely day...

sunbathing and lemonade for this po' boy.

then he permitted himself to look at dagny.

he watched the gray dress,the shifting movement of the soft cloth when she walked,the momentary pauses sculptured by the cloth,the shadows and the light. he saw it as a bluish-gray smoke held shaped for an instant into a long curve that slanted forward to her knee and back to the tip of her sandal. he knew every...
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i am really hungry right now. i keep telling my self to experiment more,try to cook some serious food now and then.but i'm usually so tired i eat the same ol' stuff. and tonight is a toss up between ramon(sp) noodles and shells n' cheese.

i want lasangna! i want steak! i want grilled chicken!

feed me!!

sometimes all i think about are thoses first moments-the first touch, first embrace, the first kiss.

this is how you remind me...

this chick always makes me smile.

just finished working out. i have a nice quiet evening ahead o' me-leftover fajitas,a glass o' wine, my nefarious felines, and some video game goodness before bedtime.

sometimes it's good to be alone...