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i am so fucking angry right now.

the shelf holding my snow globe collection fell off the wall. at least 5 o' my globes are smashed beyond repair.

one was from fucking paris.

fuck...
xxanastasiaxx:
frown

sorry.

Promise me ..if you ever spot me in an airport bar..you will buy me a drink and say

Here's lookin at you kid...

Ok?
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pine needles smell great,make a visually interesting mulch, and -best of all-they're free!

the captain brought some pine needles over today. we mulched the front yard whilst my mom cleaned my kitchen. they even showed interest in taking little hikaru off my hands.

hikaru is my siamese-looking kitty.i wanted to keep him from the start. my sister wants him. and now my parents want him....
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i look in the curved safety mirrors as i walk under them and i know.

i look at my hands and i know.

i look into their faces and i know.

my fingers fly across the keys, my legs bend and push the load, my mind decides and moves forward the business.

they see angst and inflexibility.
they see drive and determination.
they know i...
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acheron:
yah, mozart's punk fucking rock. mmmm requiem. mmmmm symphony in g minor...sooooo good.
xxanastasiaxx:
sorry...
I'm feeling human again..kinda...somewhat.
I'll talk to you soon...
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watched the last episode of cowboy bebop today. almost cried.

the bitch called today (as if on cue-following that blank email). not wanting to bother me,but wanting to know if l&l liked their painting. well, why don't you call them and ask? i'll give you the number.

bitch

drove around for a while before going to the grocery. all the leaves are changing,falling. it was...
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greggster:
your so vain....I bet you think this post is about you tongue

I really like that profile pic....very drumline yet arsty!
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yesterday...

was one o' my favorite bosses last day. she hugged me about 4 or 5 times. i will miss her.

got a blank email with 'test' in the subject heading from a girl i haven't talked to in years. we were best friends in college,but she was openly in love with me and wanted more. we never got together. she's married now and had...
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xxanastasiaxx:
'don't be so hard on the beaver,ward!'

HAHAHAHHAHAH!!!!! Couldn't stop laughing when I read that!

bacardi 151 tonight huh? biggrin

r_dominique:
well, i just recently renewed my account, but i can't say i enjoy the site as much as i did when i originally joined. and it's not like i was old skool, either... i've only been around since march of this year, so you could say it's been going downhill fast. several of the best girls have been leaving, and so many of the people i'd bonded with are gone already, all complaining about management. ::shrug:: i'm willing to stick it out for three months and see if it's worth renewing at that point, but if not, then i'll have to bail too. frown

sorry about the weird mails... i used to get those from a psycho stalker ex, and they always left me feeling freaked out and jumping at shadows. eventually i let the email addy die so i could get some peace. hope you don't have to go to those kinds of extremes...
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well,it's never 'supposed to happen this way'.

it just does...
xxanastasiaxx:
raccoon?
&
what happened??
xxanastasiaxx:
yep, worked last night.
still sick and feeling miserable.

Got your card. You're the best!!! I love mail.

Working tonight too..If I don't die before then...

ugh.
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nightmares again.

why do books and film portray monsters and aliens and charicatures of demented people as the face of evil?

we are the true face of evil...