thelastasthmatic

i just want a girl that will rub my back for me when it's sore. or at least hold my hand-held electric massager in place for about 20 minutes...

as i sit here on christmas eve with elvisthecat (and his squeeze and their brood),all i can say is,

it's gonna be a blue christmas without you...

going to the fam's house to complete the orgy of greed.

hope everyone has a happy day today...

i am a corporate fucking whore.

today is the first day i went BACK to work to correct an issue. i walked out of the building and felt like a man-till i reminded my self that i had already 'went home for the evening'. then i felt like mike dell's bitch. he doesn't even know my fucking name...

meanwhile...

bacardi 151 has me thinking. kissing...
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FLASH!

AH-AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!

he'll save everyone of us!

francis ford coppola bottles some kick ass merlot...

funny how one part of your life can be so solid and assured. everything makes perfect sense and is on the road to righteousness. the people that inhabit your circle stand on their own and have the utmost integrity.

then you see the world like a ship taking shape through the fog. the people you look to...
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this has been one of the laziest days in recent memory.

babysat my parents dog last night whislt reading the newest book based on the video game halo.

transfered funds to staunch the flow xmas has produced from my bank account.

mailed all my boxes at my favorite PO.

staying home tonight with pizza,bacardi silver,captain picard n crew,and a slew of video games i've been...
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you know i'm gonna lose
and gambling's for fools
but that's the way i like it,baby
i don't wanna live forever...

mulling over current events on my most desperate vacation of the year...

going to lennon's show tonight.

and it's going to kick my ass...