thelastasthmatic

I think I give a lot...but then agian, everyone does...so, thats not really saying much.
Also, apparently my constant nagging has done something because after fighting today he has started to french kiss me for no reason...maybe I'm finally getting through..we'll see how long it lasts...

Yeah, well, see, I'm having that ...problem...delema...thought...

I don't want to...
but I love him...with all my heart and soul...he really is my best friend and lover...
I just want things to change...
but thats like asking the sky to rain....
I don't know.