thelastasthmatic

"wake me in a thousand years..."

the morning sun can't seem to decide which way to go. it has been loitering just above the horizon with every intention of rising high to inspire with a glorious day. but it also looks for gray clouds to hide behind,keeping it's warmth and light to itself.

going to work before dawn has it's rewards i suppose. sunrise often...
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i will never take sleeping late for granted again...

We fell in love at first glance
When our eyes met and our hearts raced
But nothing ever lasts in this life
So it ends there and I'm sittin' here

With this bottle of wine in one hand
And a cigarette in the other
The only thing on my body
Is an impression of you

So maybe I'm a dreamer
But I'm not realistic to...
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Sun is shinin' in the sky
There ain't a cloud in sight
It's stopped rainin' everybody's in a play
And don't you know
It's a beautiful new day hey,hey

Runnin' down the avenue
See how the sun shines brightly in the city
On the streets where once was pity
Mister blue sky is living here today hey, hey

Mister blue sky please tell us why...
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one part of me just wants to tell you everything
one part just needs the quiet
and if i'm lonely here, i'm lonely here
and on the telephone
you offer reassurance

i will not take these things for granted

how can i hold the part of me that only you can carry
it needs a strength i haven't found
but if it's frightening, i'll bear...
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nothing can compare to the joy in my heart.

i have been surrounded by love my whole life. while not the cleaver's,my parents never divorced and my siblings have practically worshipped me since birth. i have been a phone call away from anything i needed, and they have been some of my fiercest promoters in my creative and musical endeavors.

i have basked in the...
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so here goes the rollerball scratching the word 'why' out of the vocabulary...

another 2am wake up call. why didnt i train my body to do something a little more useful or fun?

i suppose being a punctual lemming pays the bills...

I lied
I stole in the name of fear
But I won't be silent here

I don't want somewhere to run to
I don't want somebody I can shake
Lord I want my dignity again
Before I walk on fire
You gotta look me in the face

I won't flinch
And I won't turn away

I'm sorry
I'm sorry for being scared
But I won't...
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getting ready for two tough weeks at work. the light is bright at the end o' the tunnel, though. thanks to a lunch at a hip little cafe yesterday i may have an opportunity for work in one of my life's passions. it will definitely be grunt work at first,but this 'friendofafriend' introduction could be the first step in my journey into film. stay tuned...
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6am is way too early to be up on my day off...