thelastasthmatic

"the good ole days weren't always good,and tomorrow's not as bad as it seems"

how do you feel about getting old?

my parents are almost 70. my dad just had (another) stint put in his heart. when i hugged my mother on her recent birthday,she felt just like my grandmother used to. my mom was 35 when she had me,so i was always used to them being older than most of my friends parents. i just never thought of...
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storm today...

god's most precious gifts come with flame aresster caps...

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edit: easier to spell with the bottle in front o' ya!

and some of you know my spelling habits...

no work for me today.

the sound of rain on my roof has kept me a sleepy prisoner in my bed...

work looms like the monolith from 2001 a space odyssey.

to quote chicago-"everbody needs a little time away..."

it's funny,the things that touch you,the things that release all of your pent up emotion.

we were reading highlights from howard shore's score to "the lord of the rings" at orchestra rehearsal tonight. i glanced up as the strings began playing a particularly lush melody, noticing the title of the cue they were playing: 'the breaking of the fellowship'. tears began to well in my...
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you can surrender without a prayer
but never really pray
pray without surrender

you can fight
fight witout ever winning
but never ever win
win without a fight

-rush

to know life in every breath...

A certain measure of innocence
Willing to appear naive
A certain degree of imagination
A measure of make-believe

A certain degree of surrender
To the forces of light and heat
A shot of satisfaction
In a willingness to risk defeat

Celebrate the moment
As it turns into one more
Another chance at victory
Another chance to score

The measure of the moment
In a difference...
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beautiful night,the temperature is just right(thank god for autumn).

i drink this bottle alone though. chardonay and a bag o' doritos from a friend...

indeed,wasted fucking day...