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fracturedguy:
Oh, yeah, that's her. The girl.

What would make me happy right now?
Actually, I think I just might be.
user304975207:
Actually, my bed is a futon. I just havent slept on it for more than like 4 hours every night this past week. Last nights sleep was awesome. Almost 10 hours. I am a happy girl.
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a good friend sent me these quotes because they reminded her of me:


"Every heart sings a song, incomplete, until another heart whispers back.
Those who wish to sing always find a song. At the touch of a lover,
everyone becomes a poet."-Plato

"The poet, gentle Creature as he is, hath, like the hover, his unruly times.
His fits when he is neither sick nor...
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lilviciousone:
It's been forever and a day...how are you?

I've been caught up in traveling between LA and Santa Barbara alot for my bestfriend's wedding this weekend, and way too many things at school...that and squeezing in taking the little one for pony rides at the park. biggrin
sweet_evil:
well...it seems like you are rather more successful than me...
and they are just elegant examples of horticulturist perfection...not to mention all very close to me so I have fond memories of green and dirt and making things grow... smile
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braveart:
re:audioslave

I don't have the new album yet, as it has not been released for sale. But i have heard two songs off it so far and they sound great. I'm a big fan. Cornell has got one of the best voices in rock music history, and i think that all the members of Audioslave have become better musicians than they were in their previous bands.

The first album really blew me away, so I've got high hopes for this new one.
devil_bitch:
No I have not read anything by Ayn Rand. I need to. I have heard wonderful things. I need to read a lot of things but I always put it off. Anything you want to recommend?
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time slowed to a crawl as the crowds parted, revealing a slim figure in a short summer dress and a blue jean jacket. every word, every image, every conversation we had shared in the past month flashed through my mind. with each passing step, the womans face came into focus while the world blurred around us. then she was in my arms. my reality became...
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sweet_evil:
he he he...
I really need to learn to not love wine so much!
sweetavi:
beautiful and touching. as always, your poetry, amazing.
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you can surrender
without a prayer
but never really pray
pray without surrender

you can fight
fight without ever winning
but never ever win
win without a fight

-neil peart
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sweet_evil:
maybe so...
but I think that most people who think they are meant to be alone are actually just pushing love away...
maybe for reasons to heal...
or they are scared...
or they just need time...
or, like you said, maybe they are just meant to be alone...
sweet_evil:
oh no fun! biggrin
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the rain fell tonight
the tears of a lover lost
in grey clouds of a dream

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i spent some time tonight trying to figure out why these three guys are 'pure sex', and i am not.



fuck it.

i'm downin' the last killian's and going to bed...
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sweet_evil:
The cure.When it rains.
sweet_evil:
I think as we change in life, the people we match with change...so, although it may be a limited amout of people, the people are constantly changing as you do so the possibilities are endless....

Its not really a saftly net...its just knowing you have the strength to go on after something wonderful ends...because you know something wonderful is waiting for you...

But I have my doubts too...I feel like I have met the person who is my other half...if he were to leave me...it would be a struggle to believe that another out there would just right for me...but people either grow together or they grow apart...if they grow aprart you weren't meant to be, you have two different paths to follow , if you grow together you change together and there is one path for the two of you....
I am a optomistic contradition of myself...
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the record store is nearly empty this time of night, it's door propped open to
let in the cool breeze. music builds from the corner mounted speakers- the theme
to a late 60's spaghetti western (think clint eastwood's the good the bad and
the ugly). i look up to see a young hispanic teen walk through the door. he is
wearing a black shirt and...
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whitewidow:
YAY - I like making people laugh! As for Ann Rice - what she didn't tell people is that her books are all based on true storieswink

Kisses
kiss kiss
lilviciousone:
That's one of the best quotes from that movie!!!....lol.

Damnit, I have that Swingline 747 Rio red stapler at my desk...I'll have to take a photo of it for you. robot
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i slept almost 10 hours last night. thats the longest uninterrupted sleep ive had in a long time. i dreamed about chasing comets.


the internet tells me chasing something means:

-chasing someone or something may represent a desire to obtain something these things posses
- that you are attempting to overcome a difficult goal or task. You may also be expressing some aggressive feelings toward...
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sweetavi:
a futon that helps to keep turmoil away...where can i get one? i've never known a futon to promote a good nights rest. i have known a futon that left me with a very intense and pleasurable memory. blush

I think you were wise in steering clear of pb&j as your bands name. What name did you settle on? What type of music do you play? What instrument to you play, or do you sing?
sweet_evil:
Yes well, who wouldn't want to be named the prince of darkness?
But I suppose Hannibal would do...
Or maybe Lucifer...
How about, Mary, as in the Virgin Mary...
All I care about is that the thing would live!

And yes, I do dig your eyes...they are nice...adn very kind looking... blush
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when heaven falls
and stars divide
i cant hold on to you

the darkness calls
lonely for light
i cant deny the truth

echoes
of the arms that held
and the lips that kissed
echoes
of the love we made
and all i have is this
echo

the world stands
between us now
my soul is torn in two

daylight burns
unforgiving
cant find the...
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sweet_evil:
A-freaking-mazing breakfast!
I am like so happy about it I could die...I just love new friends adn she is just so awsome!
but I am also sad today...I think I hurt someones feelings...and I really didn't mean to...
sweet_evil:
PS. I love that you have a green thumb..I always wanted to have one, but I always kill plants instead...I don't mean to, they just die...
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"the question is-are you finished,or can you do 5 more?" my trainer asks as (i thought) i was in the middle of my last rep.

"i'm not finished." willpower takes over...

"good! that's what i like to hear!" the man says-i have four reps left.

"uh,huh"one down.

"push,john" two more.i'm determined to control my shaking.

"c'mon now" one left.my outer tricep feels like it is...
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sweet_evil:
thank you...its a story idea I have been playing with for a while...

I do believe that there is someone or someones out there for everyone...but I also believe that sometimes some people are meant to be alone for one lifetime, or two or three, or whatever...sometimes I think our other halves are born too late or too early and both halfs end up being alone for that lifetime...just to eventually meet agian some other lifetime...
Maybe I'm just a hopeless romantic...I guess I want to believe that everyone who is looking will eventually find....I mean my aunt didn't find her true love until she was 47...then she got married and is so happy...I guess I just want it to be true for everyone...
tinyelvis:
Thanks. wink
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BALLAD OF BODMIN PILL
(Heaton/Sullivan) 1987

Smash glass against the wall
Curse the music on the radio that the neighbours play.
Door slams, she turns her head
Watches through the window as he pulls away
Funny how your racing brain drives you so mad
When all the while you feel so numb
Too old to be clean far too young to be broken
Like an...
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cleopatra:
we are crippled? we are weak?
rosemarie:
Thank you very much kiss
It is true, I feel that way, almost all of the time.