thelastasthmatic

so...half day at work tomorrow.

full bottle of 151 between then and time to work again...

fuck responsibility.

fuck what you think i should do.

fuck it...

alcohol and exercise.

alcohol and music.

life should be this godamed good,right?

dont tell me what you think i want to hear.

dont say what you think will make me happy.

dont you dare blame me for having feelings...

"i miss her smell...
and the way she tastes.
its a mystery of human chemistry.and i don't understand it.
some people,as far as your senses are concerned,just feel like home..."

the rain is falling on my roof. i am drinking smirnoff, and justin sullivan is singing about the ocean rising...

i stand on the precipice and howl at the breakers pounding in the storm. the lighthouse stands before me,it's polished mirror shattered,casting light in a thousand directions. i can no longer see the ship,can only feel its course towards the jagged maul of the rocks...
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woke up this morning to sticky eyeballs,cottonmouth, and a pile o' catlove.

what did you wake up to?

what do you do in the night after you meet one of your heroes?

i danced in a circle of 'elite' as the man said. the passion and fire we shared was larger than any of us. it's burning,though, was fed through us-the old and graffiti cast walls of brick became a furnace. smoke filled neon parted before the words that became gasoline for the...
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i just saw one of the greatest shows in my life.

and i shook justin sullivan's hand.

you win if you know who that is...

honor...

my thick accent...

...

"i am. i think. i will."

a thousand miles away
connecting the dots on an empty highway
wishing i was back home
so you could be with me and i wouldn't be alone

this loneliness is killin' me
i don't know what to do
and all i got is your memory
'cause i'm a thousand miles away from you

i remember what you said
the day we waved goodbye
said you...
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