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Allow me to recapitulate. I just finished with a job interview that didn't go as well as I could have envisioned. I'm not sure what happened; I was totally relaxed and confident about everything until the moment I walked into the office and was suddenly faced with these four people scrutinizing my life and qualifications. I feel like I froze in the headlights.
But in the grander sense I guess it is what it is. Maybe I could have done better, maybe not. Whether I wind up getting the job is out of my control now. And while there's reasons it could be a great job for me at this particular moment in time, there's also reasons why maybe it's not such a perfect fit. Yes, the latter prospect puts me back into having to deal with the fear & anxiety of impending joblessness, but if that's what the Universe wants for me, so be it.
Allow me to recapitulate. I just finished with a job interview that didn't go as well as I could have envisioned. I'm not sure what happened; I was totally relaxed and confident about everything until the moment I walked into the office and was suddenly faced with these four people scrutinizing my life and qualifications. I feel like I froze in the headlights.
But in the grander sense I guess it is what it is. Maybe I could have done better, maybe not. Whether I wind up getting the job is out of my control now. And while there's reasons it could be a great job for me at this particular moment in time, there's also reasons why maybe it's not such a perfect fit. Yes, the latter prospect puts me back into having to deal with the fear & anxiety of impending joblessness, but if that's what the Universe wants for me, so be it.