thekatsmeow

Work is really busy, i feel like pulling my hair out. I don't even have to really, it's been falling out all on it's own.
This guy keeps telling me he loves me and I never respond back to him. I'm not trying to hurt his feelings I just don't say those 3 words to anyone unless I really mean it. That's eating away at me. I know this is gonna end bad. He's 20 yrs old and so young. I dont know what the hell to do to remedy this situation.
Hurt myself bad the other day when I was drunk. I drink way too damn much. That's my New Years resolution, to cut down on my alcohol intake. I can't afford this vice.
For Christmas I'm going to my Chief's house for dinner with his family. That was really nice of him to invite me. Otherwise I would've been rotting away in the barracks on my own.
My mom sent me all these hand made cards from the little kids in her class. She teaches special ed to little ones. So I have a bunch of cards made by first graders and I swear on my life it is the best Christmas present I have ever gotten.
Happy Holidays everyone!
You are all getting coal because you were very naughty... Santa knows. He video taped it and sold it on ebay.