Tonight someone I really care about was hurting and I wasn't able to help. I couldn't think of anything to do or say that could help. I wasn't even able to just stay around and listen. I feel really bad about this because she has helped me to feel better so many times. It hurts that I wasn't able to do the same for her....
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Damn other people!! 
Ruining my plans and cutting into my Benni time. Sometimes I think they all conspire together to keep me away. Bastards.
Ruining my plans and cutting into my Benni time. Sometimes I think they all conspire together to keep me away. Bastards. VIEW 16 of 16 COMMENTS
tigerpig:
well, ive never seen you, so i cant judge.
but as far as types go. i only have one 'type' and thats people who wear glasses.
so, if you wore glasses id doubletake you. i cant help myself. im like marilyn munroe and saxaphone players.
anyway, beauty is all subjective. and boring. mostly.
but as far as types go. i only have one 'type' and thats people who wear glasses.
so, if you wore glasses id doubletake you. i cant help myself. im like marilyn munroe and saxaphone players.
anyway, beauty is all subjective. and boring. mostly.
st_expedite:
First year. I love law school, but I could do without most of the law students. 
So here I am working away, I have a ton to do before I can call it a night. Not even sure if I will get a chance to sleep. Why am I so happy today? Impossible deadlines, no sleep, sending out for second rate food, and I am loving it. I don't understand it at all, but it is better than the way I...
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benni:
(heart you too!)
delusion:
hope youre feeling better darlin'. happy friday.
feeling kind of down tonight and I really don't know why. Most of the day was fine, Good day at work, my second Job went well, getting a chance to do some really substantive work, my bosses seem to like me. But now I don't know. everything feels wrong and I cant pinpoint what it is. I feel like crying and i am damned if...
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benni:
eh, who am i kidding... i'm not that kind of girl. of COURSE it will be lethal!
benni:
hmm... now i'm going to have to work on something... something that will cheer you up... and boy i suck at that. wish me luck!
Not much going on but figure I should update. Working too much but it seems to be good for me. Pretty happy these days. Going to stop in and see Benni tonight. Then I will be even happier 
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thisplaceisdeath:
He really is awesome. I'd love to get a few tattoo's that have to do with some of his work. And I hear ya on the "satan worshipper" thing. I wish people would look deeper into his work. It's just so amazing.
delusion:
copyright of intellectual material is easy to obtain and maintain but you know, obviously, it's also sticky and is forever full of loopholes. im thinking that this kid just didnt even protest at all, probably just admitted it. his publisher was only a not for profit little 'zine type co so they stepped down quick when my firm called with the dilemma. plus i had a statement from this site that dated my post of it on april 24 and he hadnt copyrighted until may 14.
haha...tequilapriest is bitter
haha...tequilapriest is bitter
So I officially started my new second job today. Still not sure about how I feel about it. On the one hand I am going to be helping out an old friend and maybe get to do some really substantive work in some areas that I have not had the opportunity to work in yet. And there is the understanding that this temporary part time...
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bracket:
wow......me and u r so the same......we need to hook up one day.....
thats exectly how i feel.....
thats exectly how i feel.....
benni:
"you are johnny. you kill people. a lot of people."
don't beat yourself up about it buddy. sometimes all a person needs is just someone to listen. i'm pretty sure if this person cares for you..that they would understand the situation..as far as you having to leave or what not.
It would be a relly fun way to make a living, if I could actually make a living doing it.
In order to actually make any real money in the proffesion one must first make a name for themselves in some fashion. Japan, Mexico, Television. After that even small appearances bring in enough to live on.
Right now at the point i'm at it's really just like being in training for the big leagues.
Maybe someday i'll take my shot.
Peace.
-Josh