thejuanupsman

Sometimes the truth can be painful and overwhelming. Nobody understands that better than me. But don't talk to me about how much you value honesty, how you never lie and then cry the minute people are honest with you. Especially when your entire life is built around self deception. When the people who you care about most lie to you all the time and the people who try to tell you the truth are treated with scorn and derision.

On another note, I finally talked with Justine, AKA law school girl, a name that may be familiar to some of you, the angel of mercy who was kind enough to open her door to the drunk prodigal friend who had not spoken to her in months, at 2 am on a recent Teusday morning. She had been calling me pretty often just to see if I was ok and I couldn't even bring myself to call back. Embarassed I guess. She is always there for me and I am so seldom there for her. Anyway, we finally talked and she forgave me. As she always does. I still feel like an ass though. Sometimes I wish she wouldn't be quite so forgiving. She is almost too nice.

Oh and we are going to a movie tomorrow, any suggestions for something good with little to no romantic overtones? Preferably something funny. I could use a laugh.