thejuanupsman

feeling kind of down tonight and I really don't know why. Most of the day was fine, Good day at work, my second Job went well, getting a chance to do some really substantive work, my bosses seem to like me. But now I don't know. everything feels wrong and I cant pinpoint what it is. I feel like crying and i am damned if I know why. So much for keeping busy making me feel better. Maybe I just need some sleep but I hate sleeping so damn much. I never feel more alone that when I am laying there trying to fall asleep. Wish I had something to do.