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thejuanupsman

Minneapolis, MN.

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Wednesday Dec 17, 2008

Dec 16, 2008
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I miss you

I just realized that yesterday was the Fifth anniversary of the day we met. It seems like I knew you so much longer than that. It still amazes me how important you became to me in such a short time. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I hope you have found some peace. ♥

Mood: pensive
Music: The Kenny Wayne Shepherd Band - Blue on Black
Book- Koushun Takami - Battle Royale

Post Script

Sorry I have not been participating around here more. I love this place but sometimes it holds a lot of painful memories. I think one of these days I will probably disappear for good. When/if that happens I will miss you all very much.

Dec 23rd
I think I just reinjured my shoulder. I see a doctor for it on Christmas Eve. In all likelihood I will probably need surgery. Fuck.

blackeyed
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drstinkypants:
back atcha
Dec 26, 2008
trocc:
thanks, man. i did have a pretty good day. it was mostly spent laying around on the couch watching basketball games. smile
Dec 26, 2008

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