I really don't know what to say. I've tried to express what I'm feeling several times now. I've scrapped every one. Nothing seems adequate.

I'm still not doing well. But I think that staying away from the things I love can't be helping.

This is one of my favorite pictures of her. I always thought it showed a side of her that she kept hidden away from most people.



Mood: sad

Edit: I don't know why the picture isn't working. And I'm too tired/frustrated to fix it.