thejosh

Well I saw Trista again. I think I have the whole thing figured out. Even after we have slept in the same bed together twice, made out once, seen and groped her tits on mulitple occasions and told me straight out she was going to fuck me, Trista is really shy around me.

I think she has retreated from her previous carefree, open, confident Trista to a extremely shy not so confident Trista because of her last two brief but really screwed-up relationships.

I went to dinner with Trista, Shaun and Shannon Thursday. We had Chinese; who has ever heard of a chinese resturant without shrimp or chicken fried rice? All they had was white rice and vegetable fried rice (which was good but doesn't compare to shrimp fried). Plus this damn place had some sweet-n-sour sauce, that tasted like thick cherry syrup.

Anyway after the food we went back to Shaun's place and watched some TV and then watched "Darkness Falls'. I forget how awesome this movie was. I had a great time scaring the shit out of Trista, I got her like twice really good. It took me all night just to get her to move close enough to me to do a tiny amount of cuddling (real tiny). Then when I was leaving I opened my arms and she got up off the couch and gave me a decent hug. As I was walking to the door she studdered "Goooooodnigggght, drrrrrive saaaaaafely!"

Previously I would have thought nothing could make her so soft spoken, but there she was studdering when she had so easily, just minutes before, talked when me, Shannon, Shaun and her were together. One little hug could shake her up that much, WOW!

I kind of feel like I am in high school again as much effort as I am having to put into this.