thejoeshow

i didn't go in to work today. i should have. i need the money, you know? but i couldn't bring myself to do it. my car wouldn't start, and i didn't feel like taking the bus, so i called in sick. fuck it. i need these little days off. they keep me sane. plus it's fucking gorgeous out today. i need to go enjoy it. i really do. i'm going to grab a book and head out to the pool. i live in an apartment, so now is the only time of day i can do it without there being a million screaming kids running around.

i'm not cut out for this 9-5 business. i'm of a more sensitive nature than most. it kills me. i really believe it does! it kills me that i accept a monetary bribe to let some assholes tell me what to do all day. and consume the greater part of my life with their pointless drudgery. well, it's not pointless, i know. i enjoy the conforts of society just the same as every other person on this planet. and in order to keep order, everyone has their jobs, and we must all do our part. i just don't want to. call me selfish. i just think that there's enough people out their doing good, honest work, that a few of us can go ahead and just live off the fruits of their labor! dammit, i'm different. i'm special. AND I'M FUCKING SICK OF WORKING IN A GODDAMNED WAREHOUSE!!! i'm so far above that shit. the pay is decent, though. fuck, i know i sound like a whining fuck, and i guess i am. but this is honestly how i feel. i don't believe society is using me to my fullest potential, and it's frustrating. oh well, i guess.

p.s. anybody want to support me while i go to film school?