For the first time in a long time, I'm feeling confident about my romantic life.
Not certain, not outrageously happy, but confident that I am able to handle myself. For instance, I'm finally at the point in my life where I am confident to walk into a club wearing vinyl pants with a sheer black shirt, and just dance my ass off, not giving a rats ass about what other people think. I've finally learned the lesson that when just get over your fears, especially the fear of rejection, people will respond to you more easily. When I went to a club night just before I left DC for Oregon, I must have danced with half the women in the place (and yes, a couple of guys too. Collars and chains are fun.) It was a blast.
More specifically, I am now to some extent involved with two different women at the same time. One much more seriously than the other. My policy of honesty pays off. I am clear and upfront about my lack of desire to commit to anyone person at the moment. The girl I have just become involved with is seeing another guy, one she is more serious about than me. I'm fine with it. Not jealous at all, because I know that shes a responsible adult that will be honest with me in turn. In fact, I'm currently talking to a third girl, who I may or may not go to a club night with sometime next week. I met her during the club night I just described.
I think I've gone on long enough about that.
Just thought the folks who check this profile out might like to gain a little insight into my state of mind these days.
On the note, a message to anyone who regularly check out my journal (if there are such people) but don't normally post. Drop me a line and introduce youself. My friends list has been dwindling lately, with some of my oldest friends going grey, and I'd love to meet some cool new people.
Happy holidays to you all!
UPDATE 12/26:
Too. Much. Good. Food. I asked my mom for new jeans this Christmas because I've lost so much weight in the past few months, I've gone from a 33 to a 31. But I've gorged myself so much this week, I can barely fit in the 31s!
Not certain, not outrageously happy, but confident that I am able to handle myself. For instance, I'm finally at the point in my life where I am confident to walk into a club wearing vinyl pants with a sheer black shirt, and just dance my ass off, not giving a rats ass about what other people think. I've finally learned the lesson that when just get over your fears, especially the fear of rejection, people will respond to you more easily. When I went to a club night just before I left DC for Oregon, I must have danced with half the women in the place (and yes, a couple of guys too. Collars and chains are fun.) It was a blast.
More specifically, I am now to some extent involved with two different women at the same time. One much more seriously than the other. My policy of honesty pays off. I am clear and upfront about my lack of desire to commit to anyone person at the moment. The girl I have just become involved with is seeing another guy, one she is more serious about than me. I'm fine with it. Not jealous at all, because I know that shes a responsible adult that will be honest with me in turn. In fact, I'm currently talking to a third girl, who I may or may not go to a club night with sometime next week. I met her during the club night I just described.
I think I've gone on long enough about that.
Just thought the folks who check this profile out might like to gain a little insight into my state of mind these days.
On the note, a message to anyone who regularly check out my journal (if there are such people) but don't normally post. Drop me a line and introduce youself. My friends list has been dwindling lately, with some of my oldest friends going grey, and I'd love to meet some cool new people.
Happy holidays to you all!
UPDATE 12/26:
Too. Much. Good. Food. I asked my mom for new jeans this Christmas because I've lost so much weight in the past few months, I've gone from a 33 to a 31. But I've gorged myself so much this week, I can barely fit in the 31s!
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