Everything is pretty much set now. I'm all ready for graduation. I've told the theatre I accept, and I've given the other folks a respectful decline.
It's strange, when everything was up in the air, I was happier. I had choices. I've always liked that feeling of being able to choose my own destiny. I felt it when I was deciding between colleges, I felt in backpacking around Europe.
Now that everything is set, I'm scared all of a sudden. Don't get me wrong, I'm still excited, but there was a sense of finality about every piece of paperwork I filled out today. I've chosen a path, now I have to wait and find out if I picked the right one.
It's strange, when everything was up in the air, I was happier. I had choices. I've always liked that feeling of being able to choose my own destiny. I felt it when I was deciding between colleges, I felt in backpacking around Europe.
Now that everything is set, I'm scared all of a sudden. Don't get me wrong, I'm still excited, but there was a sense of finality about every piece of paperwork I filled out today. I've chosen a path, now I have to wait and find out if I picked the right one.
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geekgurl:
Yeah. The funny thing is even though I wanted to go on the dark path I keep accidentally doing good things and getting light points. Grrr. Why am I so bad at being bad? I must remember to extort more people. hehe. 
meemee:
HappY 4-20!!
