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thehorseofcourse

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Monday Jul 07, 2003

Jul 7, 2003
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i have no choice.
i cant help it.
its just the way i am.

i seem to say these things alot and always together. i always seem to say these in defence of myself about the same thing.

ok.there's a girl i like and im pretty sure she likes me.but there's a problem, me. nothing has or will happen between us because....

i have no choice.
i cant help it.
its just the way i am.

im not normally an idiot but when when i hangout with her i become an idiot.i cant relax around her,i find it dificult to talk to her i always want to impress her and i become an idiot." i have no choice, i cant help it because its just the way i am." bullshit!

i believe there is always a choice.so why do i say i have no choice? its a good question, one which i have asked my self many times and never wanted to face up to the answer. im scared. fear makes the choice for me.

i have never been hurt so badly by someone that i have never got over it,so what am i scared of? am i scared of being shutdown or am i scared that she may say yes?

fpkk:
Yeh they let me in. Altho it did take a lot of posting.

Worrying is like knitting on a sinking ship. It'll do you no good but it gives you something to do y'know.

You wanna talk in depth and less glibly then send me a mail maybe we could meet in some seedy Internet message room or summat. Just figured you could do with someone to unload to is all and this isn't really the place to do so is it?

Peace dude.
Jul 8, 2003

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