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Cassandra's classes start tomorrow. I miss her. I'm lonely. I'm pretty much alone.

I have nothing to say. Ever. Nothing I say is worthwhile, anyway. Ever.

Today, in the mail, I received a package. From Simon Brody. With a letter. Apologizing for taking two fucking years to give me the 7'' he asked me if I wanted. I had given up all hope, and truthfully, mostly forgotten about it. I guess better late than never in fulfilling promises. The funny thing is, is when he moved to California that was his...
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I wish I had the guts to blow my brains against the ceiling.

I'M ADDICTED TO MMORPGING! I CAN'T STOP PLAYING FINAL FANTASY XI!

And as we're falling down
Into this pool of blood
If I could touch your hand...

It hurts so bad. I wish I was dead just so it would stop. What does it mean when you want to cry all the time?

It's the tearing sound of never-written notes
Drowned out by gray-stained windows
And the view outside is...well, I don't know
But I'm only a short walk away
And I think of how things'll never be
And how you never noticed me
And now you never will
Cuz you don't work here anymore
It's just a vacant three-by-four
And though they might fill your place
They'll...
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You're like naval battle, baby
Chaotic, erotic and wavy
Submarine raids in the sun
And kamikaze dives just for fun
You fire shells as big as Chevies
You pay taxes and you burst their levies
I ain't no naval commander
But I ain't no innocent bystander
McArthur stormed the beach of Inchon
And on his mind was a beautiful, busty blonde
The corpses were all...
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What good is life if you're just waiting to die?

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Today, I broke. And I sat in the basement and cried.

Despite my life being miserable in general, today was an awesome day. My Overlord finally came, and I am blown away by how amazingly awesome he is. I've wanted this toy for so long, and it's been worth the wait. In robot mode he's actually bigger than Masterpiece Convoy, God Ginrai and he's just barely smaller than Unicron. His Megajet half is also way way...
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