"If I leave here tomorrow
would you still remember me
For I must be travelling on now
there's too many places I gotta see"
...some of the best lyrics ever. Oddly enough, that was my graduating classes song in High School....
Things are good aside from the normal mental struggles between myself and normal society. I am supposed to sign up for next semesters classes next wednesday but I have no idea what to take. Do I continue with my current major? Do I switch again? Do I go at all?
heh. You know the big crazy fights in Braveheart? That how I feel in my head right now. I truly wonder if there are people who are just not meant to do anything special. I do not want to major in anything at my school and I do not want any of the jobs that those majors lead to. I realize now that the only reason I have stayed in school for so long is that people and society has told me to. Here comes the stupidest thing I think I have ever said...
I seriously think I am going to start a band. I know I can do it, the hard part is finding the other members. Music makes me happy. People make me happy. It seems like the natural progression. Anyways, my town needs a good metal band. All this punk and hardcore shit hurts my brain. Im a fan of emotion and heart in music, but their music takes no talent to play, whatsoever. Period.
Anyways, Im done rambling about shit that pisses people off and makes me look dumb. Life is hard, this I know, but sometimes I wish I could be the only one to make my desicions and not have to base them on what other people feel is the best for me. I love how everyone always feel that they know what is best for you. Oh well.
Jayme's parents went out of town for the week and asked me to housesit with Jayme.
Much fun, and a look to the future.
Keep on rockin'
-J
"We're Hate Crew we stand and we don't fall
We're all for none and none for all..."
would you still remember me
For I must be travelling on now
there's too many places I gotta see"
...some of the best lyrics ever. Oddly enough, that was my graduating classes song in High School....
Things are good aside from the normal mental struggles between myself and normal society. I am supposed to sign up for next semesters classes next wednesday but I have no idea what to take. Do I continue with my current major? Do I switch again? Do I go at all?
heh. You know the big crazy fights in Braveheart? That how I feel in my head right now. I truly wonder if there are people who are just not meant to do anything special. I do not want to major in anything at my school and I do not want any of the jobs that those majors lead to. I realize now that the only reason I have stayed in school for so long is that people and society has told me to. Here comes the stupidest thing I think I have ever said...
I seriously think I am going to start a band. I know I can do it, the hard part is finding the other members. Music makes me happy. People make me happy. It seems like the natural progression. Anyways, my town needs a good metal band. All this punk and hardcore shit hurts my brain. Im a fan of emotion and heart in music, but their music takes no talent to play, whatsoever. Period.
Anyways, Im done rambling about shit that pisses people off and makes me look dumb. Life is hard, this I know, but sometimes I wish I could be the only one to make my desicions and not have to base them on what other people feel is the best for me. I love how everyone always feel that they know what is best for you. Oh well.
Jayme's parents went out of town for the week and asked me to housesit with Jayme.
Much fun, and a look to the future.
Keep on rockin'
-J
"We're Hate Crew we stand and we don't fall
We're all for none and none for all..."
matt_organic:
Start a band. Everyone should. Except people who suck. I think you should finish education if you've started it, you never know when your name and a grade on a piece of paper could come in handy.