tough day yesterday...
although i was busy as hell, cooking all morning and cricket in 30 degree heat for 6 hours in the afternoon, i kept finding my thoughts drifting back to her.
i wish this would be over.
i wish i could just forget.
last night at work i just had things popping into my head...not lyrics from songs, but lyrics FOR a song.
i noted them all down on my Evernote, i dunno if ''writing'' a song will help, well, it'd only be lyrics as i cant play an instrument, but it may be therapeutic, so who knows.
but i keep making myself think of the bad times. that kinda helps a bit.
but you know? i STILL check my phone for texts from her. but i think after almost a week with nothing that's wishful thinking, and really? do i REALLY want one?
i don't know.
anyway...in other news, we won the cricket yesterday, yours truly took two catches behind the stumps as wicket keeper, but failed with the bat again (6...pft), but a good win nonetheless and very enjoyable in the sun and heat! i love that shit, its the Aussie in me i guess.
internet problems as well today....any pc nerds who can help?
everytime the landline rings and i answer it?, the net goes down
it's always done this, but only for a minute or so, now its for an hour or so. broadband helpline are hopeless and make out like they know the problem, and will ''sort it out'' but they clearly don't and can't.
anyone who can advise...i'd be grateful.
the kids have a friends staying for dinner tonight so it will be sausages, mashed potato and baked beans. old school, but all kids eat that kinda stuff right?
LATE EDIT
the internet just drops in and out as it pleases now...so fuck knows whats wrong with it.
and it appears not all kids like mashed potatoes...who knew?!
although i was busy as hell, cooking all morning and cricket in 30 degree heat for 6 hours in the afternoon, i kept finding my thoughts drifting back to her.
i wish this would be over.
i wish i could just forget.
last night at work i just had things popping into my head...not lyrics from songs, but lyrics FOR a song.
i noted them all down on my Evernote, i dunno if ''writing'' a song will help, well, it'd only be lyrics as i cant play an instrument, but it may be therapeutic, so who knows.
but i keep making myself think of the bad times. that kinda helps a bit.
but you know? i STILL check my phone for texts from her. but i think after almost a week with nothing that's wishful thinking, and really? do i REALLY want one?
i don't know.
anyway...in other news, we won the cricket yesterday, yours truly took two catches behind the stumps as wicket keeper, but failed with the bat again (6...pft), but a good win nonetheless and very enjoyable in the sun and heat! i love that shit, its the Aussie in me i guess.
internet problems as well today....any pc nerds who can help?
everytime the landline rings and i answer it?, the net goes down
it's always done this, but only for a minute or so, now its for an hour or so. broadband helpline are hopeless and make out like they know the problem, and will ''sort it out'' but they clearly don't and can't.
anyone who can advise...i'd be grateful.
the kids have a friends staying for dinner tonight so it will be sausages, mashed potato and baked beans. old school, but all kids eat that kinda stuff right?
LATE EDIT
the internet just drops in and out as it pleases now...so fuck knows whats wrong with it.
and it appears not all kids like mashed potatoes...who knew?!
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I'd like to help with your PC problems. But I can't. I'm a nerd, don't get me wrong. Just not a very good one
I'd eat your mashed taters.
Yeah I know its a pain in the arse... trying having to do this with a old lady....