thegreatestfall

So boredom is starting to get the best of me. My friends do not do anything it seems. On weekends they just want to sit around and watch movies which I love don't get me wrong but it is getting old and I feel like I am wasting time that I could be out having fun and meeting new people. I mean honestly how am I going to meet someone romantically if I never go out? But I have bitched about this before and it all comes back to the fact that I do not have anyone to go out with and I do not want to go out alone because I don't want to be the creepy guy hanging out alone. And on top of that as some of you know I have Social Anxiety Disorder which makes it hard for me to even hang out with new people. The few times I went to Havana I may have seemed cool and calm but I was pretty nervous it was a pretty big step. But I had a bit of a run in at Havana that actually caused me to have a bit of a relapse and stop going which sucks because I did have fun going. And I did buy a motorcycle with the intentions of going to Jackass Flats a big motorcycle cruise in they have locally but the season is pretty much over so thats not going to happen until next season. So yeah as you can tell this blog is just a big long bitch fest lol. But anyways I hope all of you are doing well it has en a pretty long time since I have talked to any of you but feel free to message me any time!