Friday Apr 02, 2004

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well, to start off with, we are still together.

we r now formally a couple, altho her exboyf (whom she lives with) doesn't know. don't tell him.

we have continued to have great sex, and simultanesouly to fall for each other in a pretty major way. i'm not gonna use the L word yet, but i'd like to.

i've made that mistake before tho.

have i ever mentioned to you guys how i've been engaged five times? no? i've been engaged five times. twice to people i haven't met.

so i fully intend to chill a bit, and enjoy this as much as i can without fucking it up.

wish me luck...
amelia:
The L word problem eh? I've been there too...It's different from person to person..some just don't fall in love..some hate love..I learned that from a relationship where I loved a man dearly, he just didn't love me ..no idea how we stayed together so long..so ...if you feel like saying it ..and don't want to scare her off...just let her know when you feel it...and tell her if she doesn't feel that way JUST YET ..then that's ok..things like that need time ..and need to be helped along..some people can be in love in one moment..and some can only be in love once in a life time...some people love indiscrimiately, and others love for no reason at all...it's a tricky game..but you'll figure it out. smile *hug* do your best to sort through it..

~Amelia

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