Well its been a week and 3 days since my girlfriend moved to cin city and then final destination Nashville in aug. It still feels like exam week and that i will see her soon. But i know that as the hours go by thats just not the case. I will get to see her at the end of this month, but after that, i guess you'd have to ask her.
I wish i was like i used to be. I had plans and passions and things i wanted to do and now i just dont give a shit. My list went from like a hundred things to two things. I just want to be happy and be with Jillian. ANd now i dont have either. I really cant move til december if not alittle later, but if this keeps up, i have one hell of an overhaul to do on this house so i can fuckin sell it and get the fuck out.
I guess i can only hope that i did my job loving her as hard as i could and just maybe it could work out in my favor.
I wish i was like i used to be. I had plans and passions and things i wanted to do and now i just dont give a shit. My list went from like a hundred things to two things. I just want to be happy and be with Jillian. ANd now i dont have either. I really cant move til december if not alittle later, but if this keeps up, i have one hell of an overhaul to do on this house so i can fuckin sell it and get the fuck out.
I guess i can only hope that i did my job loving her as hard as i could and just maybe it could work out in my favor.