thegooddoctor

Reflections can go both ways sometimes. Like on here i have 12 so called friends. Some i talk to and some that either thought i was cool or were nice enough not to deny me. I see some people on here with tons of peeps for friends. I cant even fathom how to get that, unless your naked on here or are an sg. All the cool people seem to be so far away from me. I havent met many sg people in the south really and definately none in my area. Why is that? Do the people around me really suck that much. Where am i going with this, i have no idea. I dont count on anyone reading this, mainly i write for me, just to say something. I get surprised when there is a comment. Is it bad to feel like a used car salesman, when i leave a comment for someone else? I think i will always feel like the guy anyone can come and talk to about shit, but still doesnt quite fit in. I am fine with that, but everyonce in a while i'd like to feel like there is a group that i belong with, even if its just for a second..