thegooddoctor

sometimes i just want to shoot myself for not doing things a certain way, but i deal with it and accept how i do things anyway. For whatever reason i didnt step up, not sure why. scared? cautious? clueless? maybe, but why rub something in if you didnt seem so interested anyways. Fuck if you want something ask for it, i didnt so its my...
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Somehow i have gotten in the rut of going out everynight and either getting shitfaced or just a half a glass under that. I could blame it on my new boss who drinks like a fish, but I know thats not really why i was doing it.

Then I hooked up with a chic thurs night that i have hung out with before, but never...
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Finally.........

I give up. bench me. a pathetic shell of a man.

Took the new executive chef out for a few beers. Ass wouldnt let me pay for any beers again, fuck. Maybe i shouldnt have more than him next time. Drunk ass piss and got nowhere to go but home to a house full of gsd's.....i sometimes wonder why i write on this shit, noone reads this shit, nor have i ever had comments that poured...
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after tonight i just dont give a shit...

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Ugh i hate mondays.... Since its such a nice day i am considering getting drunk and passed out before 3 in the afternoon. I have to find something to do that gets my mind off shit that keeps hovering and following me around. But that would prob require things i dont have. Oh and by the way, you know who you are, Fuck you, and...
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I got an Ipod today and even though i havent gotten to use it yet, I am very excited.

<sighs>

Kinda a copy of someone else, but I dont want to tag anyone for two reasons: I dont really know anyone here and who would really care if i tagged them

I. Seven things to do before I die:
1. Snowboard all over the world
2. See all 50 states and Canadian Provinces
3. Do SAR work
4. Heli-board Valdez
5. Own a fj-40
6....
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Home Improvements suck ass................................