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As of tomorrow, more ink will be stabbed into my skin.

where? you might be asking yourself. my calves, is the answer.

what? may be another question in your head. Beavis and Butthead, is the answer.

now, i know youre asking yourself.. WHY?!

because Beavis and Butthead fucking rock, and damn well never fuck forget it!

if/when i can get some decent pics taken of...
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amory:
very very small world, if i do say so myself.
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i think im slowly slipping back into my funk of not giving a damn, again. just have a sinking feeling that, with the way things are going, im not gonna give a damn and just say and do whatever comes to mind. i hate being there, but it seems im there more often than not. i always seem to piss off the vast majority of...
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cureelise:
i sure did
cureelise:
hehehehe your hair looks good wet or dry. kiss
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sorry for the lack of cory, kinda went into a 'broke' state and had no cash. but im back! for 30 days, or until i get more money in the bank.. whichever happens to come along first.

so.. who missed me?! biggrin

found a girl i really, really, really(!) like. bad news being that she doesnt date, considering she goes back to school in a month...
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ciel:
ello again!
hexe_____:
'ello! (that was supposed to be with a chipper cockney accent, but you now...internet and all!). kiss
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i have some time to kill before my oven is preheated, so..

friday night was a total drag. ended up having to take care of about 4 people who had gotten too drunk and were doing stupid shit. 'what stupid shit?', you might be asking yourself. well, on the list is 1) fighting with friends 2) sleeping in cars when cops are rolling by constantly...
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still feelin bleh.

been in deep thought about past decisions and such for awhile now. wish i could just get over the fact that i wont have what i once did, but i still long for it. i dont know why i do, but its just something ive always done. im just normaly left wondering what wouldve happened had i made another decision. wether it...
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ciel:
in a word, no. sorry


you'd not want to be in his debt either!
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bleh.

found out today the girl i went out with on friday, and whom i have a crush for, has a boyfriend. not only that, but she also moved back down to bloomington.

frown that makes me a sad, sad boy.. frown
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ciel:
dont be sad!!!

if you fall off a bike you get back on keep riding!!


kharnalbloodlust:
p.s. that sucks.
you really should try writing a positive journal entry. you sound terribly gloomy all the time.
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i want to know something. why is it, the only chicks that want me are illegal to me?

this girl i know is all hardcore wanting me to sleep with her. now, in a perfect world, i wouldnt complain. but its not perfect. first off shes a virgin, so if i did deflower her, shed be psycho. more so than she already is. ive yet...
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ugh puke

thats what i did a ton of last night. went and drank 3/4 of a fifth of Jager.. lets just say, my happy limit was far beyond passed. i normally only drink enough to feel good.. well, damn buzz crept upon me, and kicked my ass with the quickness.

so, finished the night as follows. puking, yelling, crying, hitting things, almost slipping into past...
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tilly:
You waved at me in Britt's journal comments! I felt the need to return the favour *gives a knowing wave*

Ahh, alcohol, it loves us, then it hates us the next day. It's a bitch, but we always go back for more tongue

Feel better kiss
kay:
Nah, Nyquil down here for us is a happy commodity. It keeps us out of medical for sleep aids. Yes, we have a tendency to have a few Nyquil junkies here.

No bodily harm for me. The nice part about being so small is I can latch on to someone and have them anchor me down or to at least block the wind. smile

~cheers
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well isnt that just fucking peachy.

work sucked even worse than normal today. thats cool though, its more money to me.

nothings going on tonight. thats cool though, im used to it.

just checked my voice mail and my recruiter told me im permanently disqualified from any branch of the military. not cool, good to know any plans i had made are now turned to...
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kharnalbloodlust:
um. vocational school? become an electrician or something. they make good money. (and i'd like to say i'm sorry that your plans didn't work out. it always sucks when what you think is your last option goes bye bye. something will come up though. you might have to make your opportunity, but it isn't like you're going to stop breathing or anything.)

and thank you for the nice words. i know he loves me. we just don't know if we can make a life together at the level of quality we both demand. so in the meantime, we're friends, with benefits, and the occasional emotional trainwreck. whatever