im asleep on my feet for most of my life it seems. too tired to change the routine. And I hate the routine. How do I wake up, and break the cycle? part of me doesn't want to. part of me wants to stay where its safe from furhter hurt. but hurt is all that seems to avail itself. Or I find a way to it..im a sucker for the drama. I must love it or create it around me. I should apologize to all whom I involve in it. Its a waste of your time. I dont deserve the attention. and yet here I am pleading for it! am I really so self involved? what a bunch of bs I spew. Who cares?
this is me now.
i dont care for it at all
this is me now.
i dont care for it at all
thegavin:
see the bridge?
hood:
I really don't know what I can say to help man, I've locked myself away for years because I am afraid of hurt but now all I do is scream out for attention, all I can say is if you want or need to change your routine, then do it in small steps so you don't bolt at the first sign of anything bad